I DO NOT OWN VICTORIOUS. This is my my first fanfiction in a while, and my first for victorious.
TITLE: Tori's Thoughts
Tori was sitting accross from the boy that not only stole her heart, but had his heart almost stolen by her as well. Beck looked so cute at that moment.
"Not that he doesn't look cute all the time." Tori reminded herself.
He had just tried to commit an act that could have possibly changed how they viewed each other forever,and even how others would view them as well. No, nothing perverse or extrememly crazy.
"He just tried to kiss me." Tori screamed in her mind.
No big. Right? Right! What could one little act do?
"But thats just it! Tori mentaly shouted at herself. "That one kiss would probably cause a whole lot of problems. Also, one thing is for sure. That one kiss. Would lead to heartbreaks. Mainly, Jades.
Tori knew deep down that she wanted to kiss boy, this amazingly good looking boy.
"Who am I kidding! I've wanted to kiss him since the last time we kissed." Tori yelled at herself.
Of course she did though. Every girl did. He was an extremely attractive guy for crying out loud! He was special. "Not just to me though, but to all the girls that flirted with him everyday. To all the guys that looked up to him...mainly Robby...But.. especially to Jade."
Tori knew that even though Jade had broken up with Beck, and let everyone know repeatedly that she hated him, Jade still loved him. And even though Tori had great feelings for him, she knew Jade loved him more. "Well she has to! She had dated him of course." Tori said to herself. Trying to covince herself Beck was meant for Jade... "I can't love him more!"
Tori stared at Beck for a moment..."Wait! I said love! I can't possibly love him. It's..it's...Impossible!" Tori began pondering again. "I lo...lo..lov... I love Beck Oliver!"
"You okay there Tori?"
"OMG! I forgot he was still in my house! In my living room! On my couch! Sitting next to me. Holding my Hand!" Tori realized in her mind.
Tori let go of his hand and decided on what to say...well kinda.
"I'm sorry. I..I..Im sorry." Tori said sadly
""No, no it's okay. I didnt mean to..." Beck started.
" No you didnt, you" Tori cut him off
"Then why cant we kiss?" Beck asked upsetingly
"Cause...Cause Jade." she said defeatedly
" Jade and I broke up."
"Ya, but kissing your friends ex-boyfriend...?"
"Wait. When where you and Jade friends?" Beck asked shocked a little."Last week she took your hamburger, and she just rubbed it against her bare foot." Beck explained.
"What...I ate feetmeat?"Tori laid her head against the back of the couch.
"Ya, and...she took your spot it the platnum music awards." Beck said seriously.
Tori stared at Beck and her mind began to wander again. " Okay he's got a point...but I'll feel so bad if I don't do what's right."Tori considered it for a moment and spoke up again.
"Look. I mean, I..Jade and I arn't really friends͵ friends...but we're kinda friends. I think." Tori felt as her heart was about to break.
"And, kissing her ex-boyfriend...?I can't do that to a friend."
After that Tori began feeling dizzy. Dhe zoned out. Whatever Beck had to say next. Was lost in the air...She didn't know when he left or if she said anything back."who knows."
"Was that the right thing to do." Tori asked herself.
"Yes." A voice in the back of her mind said. It ironically sounded like Jade too. huh.
"I hope so." Tori said outloud
"I hope that wasn't the biggest mistake of my life."