AN: This is actually a sort of preview for a story I am writing. It is based in BBI's Pride!Ed ending, and depending on what you people think , I will make it a full story. Oh and this is Edo's POV, Enjoy!

BBI

When I was young, my mother was my bluebird

She brought happiness and joy to my brother and I. But then it vanished, just as her hand fell limp in my hand.

My bluebird was gone and so was my happiness.

When I tried to catch my bluebird it flew right out of my grasp, and with it, it took my brother.

Years later my bluebird finally returned to me, in the form of my perfect innocent little brother.

When I felt his warm hand on mine and I saw his smile, my bluebird returned, but it was never there.

My bluebird was only a illusion.

It came and went as it pleased, but now it would never return to me.

-BBI-

It is impossible, but I remember it all so clearly. I am not even in control of my body, but I am still in pain, forced to watch ,and remember everything. My mind replayed the events that took place.

Alphonse. Colonel.

They were both killed and I just sat there and watched. Then I was selfish. I deserved the pain, but I didn't want it. I took the cowards way out and took my own life.

But now my pain is worse. I could have fought back. I could have escaped, but I didn't. I could be comforting my friends, but I can't. I want to cry, but I will never be able to. I am now just a soul stuck in a monster. I have to sit in his mind and watch him kill innocent people. I have to listen to him call the creature who killed my little brother, and the man I thought of as a father, 'Brother.' the one word that reminds me so much of Alphonse.

It was all Envy's fault. No, that's wrong. All of this is my fault. From the very beginning it has been my fault.

It is my fault my Father left us. It is my fault my mom was in so much pain. It was my idea to commit the taboo, to kill our mother once again. It was my fault Alphonse spent 4 years in a cold armor for a shell.

I should have died that day. I should have had my body taken, Alphonse might have lost his limbs, but he would be able to live his life. Maybe he would have gone on with his life, be a teenager without having to fight in wars, one day get married to a beautiful woman and have children, but he can't. He never will.

I remember what I saw right after I died. I appeared at the gate, Alphonse and Roy were being welcomed by Mom and Hughes. They were so happy and I wanted to join them, but I couldn't.

Something was forcing me to stay where I was. I could just stare as They all called for me to come with them. I heard Alphonse yelling for me to come. I heard him asking me why I wouldn't come. "Brother! Come on! Why are you just standing there! I need you with me, Brother!"

I heard Mustang ordering me to come "Fullmetal! What is wrong! Come here Fullmetal!" I watched as the gate closed , and I was pulled away. I can't remember much after that, but when I awoke it was pitch black, but I could still see. Soon I found out I was trapped in the mind of a new homunculus called Pride, who resembled me, gold eyes and all.

I could see what he saw, and hear what he heard. Sometimes, Pride would go to sleep and we would talk, though he was very slow. It amazed me how different I was able to make him from the other homunculi. I am able to teach him differently, but not by much. He still does what the others tell him to, but will tone it down a bit. He was my only friend now, but he still didn't understand who I was. He probly never would.

I always have to hear the orders Envy gives Pride. I want to get out of this jail and warn those innocent people who were being targeted, but I can't.

One time I saw Riza. Pride and Envy were undercover and were looking for something, and I could see her. She was buying some vegetables, her hair was down and she looked very troubled. I wanted to run to her and tell her what happened. I wanted to cry and hug her and ask for the comfort only a mother could give. But I couldn't and in a matter of seconds we were gone, and Pride and I were at the mansion that the homunculi lived in. Nothing ever lasts.

Hohenheim was talking about his plan. He was planning to take over the world. To eliminate all humans and make a new race of only homunculi.

It hurts to think of the man I had loved and admired so much as a child, do such horrid things. What about mom? If she was still alive would he be doing this? I guess I would never know, but how could he have just sat there and watch Envy kill his son? How could he have handled it so well when I committed suicide right in front of him? It made me even sicker when he treated Pride like he used to do me .Why did he love him more? Wasn't I good enough? Why were things like this?

I know it is impossible, but I want to escape. I want to teach Pride to be human. I want to stop Hohenheim.

And I hope one day I will. One day I will escape this prison, and make Alphonse, Roy ,and Mom proud.

Maybe one day I can go see them, and finally be home.

Maybe.

Maybe it will happen if I can retrieve that determination I once had. But maybe is a two way street .

No! I won't give up hope. I won't give Truth the satisfaction of my pain anymore! I won't give in. I will never give in. Then maybe I will finally be happy.

Maybe I will be able to see Mom and tell Alphonse how sorry I was. Maybe I will be able to spend time with my dad not the father that left me. Maybe I will be able to play with Nina. I don't know ,but I will never know if I don't try.

-BBI-

My bluebird was just an illusion

I know that now

But my hope will never leave

One day I will be home

And this time

My bluebird won't leave ever again

-BBI-

AN: Soooo, what did ya think?