Nagisa Diary Entry: Day 1
Uh this feels a little weird but Koro-sensei said it was for extra credit, and I really need that so I guess I'll try my best! Write in a diary for the whole year then turn it in the last week...sure is a lot of time, I hope I'll have enough things to write about.
Let's see...what happened today? Well mostly the usual, try killing our teacher, learn new things, train, ect. Except there was this one thing… Karma was acting a little strange and I don't know why. We just recently started to become friends again and then all of a sudden he's being kinda shy. Like, what happened? At first I thought it might be because he decided he didn't like me again...but I don't think that's it...I don't know but he's not acting like himself and it's bothering me. Maybe I'll ask him tomorrow...knowing him it might be hard to get a straight answer out of him and I'll be damned if I don't at least try!
When I got home today my Mom was actually a little nicer than usual. Which is very strange, but boy was I glad. She seems to always be in a bad mood nowadays...sometimes I feel like it's my fault. She's already stressed over work but on top of that she has to take care of me and we often get in arguments, which I'm sure doesn't help her situation. If only I turned out to be the girl she wanted…...I could always just give up for her sake...but I just...I'm not a girl. I don't want to try to be someone I'm just not. Maybe I can find another way to help her relieve stress? Hmmm, that actually seems like a good idea! Maybe I'll try to get better grades...and I could ask Karma to tutor me! That's perfect! And while we're doing that I can ask him what's wrong, two birds with one stone!
Huh, writing in here turned out to be pretty helpful...Thanks koro-sensei!
Karma Diary Entry: Day 1
So this is supposed to be for extra credit, which I really don't need, but that damned octopus teacher is forcing me as a punishment. Sooooo here I am. Let's see what is there to write? I beat up some A-class assholes who were harassing a 1st year, hence the punishment. Ugh I don't see why I always get punished for helping people! I mean sure I have to beat up some people to do it but...Well they had it coming! Whatever, I don't care anymore.
Recently I've been acting kind of different around Nagisa, though. I don't know what the fuck is wrong me. Nagisa is supposed to be my best friend so why do I feel so...Woah I'm not finishing that sentence. Anyway, I think he's going to confront me about it and I don't know what to say when he does. Do I avoid the answer? I'm usually pretty good at that but knowing him he'll see through it...Goddamnit. Feelings are freaking scary…
Maybe I just tell him the truth. Tell him "I don't know"...Ugh that totally doesn't sound like me. I mean, it's true, but still. I hate not knowing something, it's freaking annoying. However, I honestly can't think of a better thing to do…..so I guess telling the truth might be my only option. Ugggghhhh why can't things go back to how the used to be!?
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So uh I know most people are put off by chapters that are under 1000+ words but I hope those who have read this like it! I usually write a lot more but I'm doing this day by day and since these are diary entries they aren't that long so yeah.