ok, so i know i havent written in a long time but.....opps! sorry! :) i
got too caught up in reading everyone else stories cause they are sooooo
good :) but here i go again. HOpe this turns out ok. if it
doesnt........then Seto and Joey can punsih me......all night long ;) haha
Perhaps the sequel to Maybe **cheesy i know**
So...... i have a bit of a problem.
Things have been going really well with Seto an' me lately. It's been about 3 months now. I get too see him everyday at school. We hang out atleast 3 times a week which is pretty good considering how busy he can be with all his business stuff. I know he would be busier if it wasnt for me. He makes sure he gets to see me. even when he cant see me, cause he has a meetin or something, he calls me just to say hey, how was your day? i love you and that sort of thing. Funny how Seto turned out to be such a romantic. Never ina million years would i have thought he'd be like that.
I feel kinda bad cause he was the one makin such an effort to spend time together and always calling me and telling me how he feels about me. I hardly ever call him at all. I dont call him to say i miss him when we cant hang out. It's like he loves me more than i love him. I'm not saying its true.........but to be honest i cant say it isnt. Sometimes i wonder if i do actually love the guy. Or if i ever really did. Maybe i was just caught up in my little crush and mistook it for love? maybe it was just lust?? i mean , damn, he is hot and holy shit is he good in the sack. He definitely taught me more than just a few things ;) sometimes i think i just rolled up all those emotions and called it love. I hope i didnt. i'd never want to hurt him like that.
Except i already am. I dunno why but........i'm kinda foolin around on him. Well not kinda. I am. I dunno why. yeah i know i just said Seto is good in bed, and he is, so you're wonderin why am i getting it from someone else? again i dunno why. i ask myself that all the time. maybe you're thinking i'm trying to get caught to end things with us? but no, or i wouldnt try to hide it soo much. He's almost caught me a few times but i covered it all up. He noticed hickeys that i know he didnt give me but i managed to convince him they were from him. He's found things that the other guy bought me but i just said i bought them for myself.
Once he smelled cologne on me that wasnt mine or his........luckily the phone rang in the middle of that conversation cuase i didnt know what to say to that.
you're probably wonderin who the other guy is right? dont worry, its no one you know. its not any of my friends. they dont even know about him. It someone i work with. so it was kinda hard to avoid him when i see him a coupla times a week. i guess that's why it kept going on and on. I saw him as much as i see Seto.
Now, here's the problem. I want to end it with the other guy. i think i need to work out what i really feel for Seto. I think i owe it to him to work that out . Plus i think i should be honest with him about whati've been doing too. i'm kinda scared to do that. it's gonna hurt him plus i could ruin any chances i have with him. but i have to be honest about it all. its only fair to both of us.
Perhaps the sequel to Maybe **cheesy i know**
So...... i have a bit of a problem.
Things have been going really well with Seto an' me lately. It's been about 3 months now. I get too see him everyday at school. We hang out atleast 3 times a week which is pretty good considering how busy he can be with all his business stuff. I know he would be busier if it wasnt for me. He makes sure he gets to see me. even when he cant see me, cause he has a meetin or something, he calls me just to say hey, how was your day? i love you and that sort of thing. Funny how Seto turned out to be such a romantic. Never ina million years would i have thought he'd be like that.
I feel kinda bad cause he was the one makin such an effort to spend time together and always calling me and telling me how he feels about me. I hardly ever call him at all. I dont call him to say i miss him when we cant hang out. It's like he loves me more than i love him. I'm not saying its true.........but to be honest i cant say it isnt. Sometimes i wonder if i do actually love the guy. Or if i ever really did. Maybe i was just caught up in my little crush and mistook it for love? maybe it was just lust?? i mean , damn, he is hot and holy shit is he good in the sack. He definitely taught me more than just a few things ;) sometimes i think i just rolled up all those emotions and called it love. I hope i didnt. i'd never want to hurt him like that.
Except i already am. I dunno why but........i'm kinda foolin around on him. Well not kinda. I am. I dunno why. yeah i know i just said Seto is good in bed, and he is, so you're wonderin why am i getting it from someone else? again i dunno why. i ask myself that all the time. maybe you're thinking i'm trying to get caught to end things with us? but no, or i wouldnt try to hide it soo much. He's almost caught me a few times but i covered it all up. He noticed hickeys that i know he didnt give me but i managed to convince him they were from him. He's found things that the other guy bought me but i just said i bought them for myself.
Once he smelled cologne on me that wasnt mine or his........luckily the phone rang in the middle of that conversation cuase i didnt know what to say to that.
you're probably wonderin who the other guy is right? dont worry, its no one you know. its not any of my friends. they dont even know about him. It someone i work with. so it was kinda hard to avoid him when i see him a coupla times a week. i guess that's why it kept going on and on. I saw him as much as i see Seto.
Now, here's the problem. I want to end it with the other guy. i think i need to work out what i really feel for Seto. I think i owe it to him to work that out . Plus i think i should be honest with him about whati've been doing too. i'm kinda scared to do that. it's gonna hurt him plus i could ruin any chances i have with him. but i have to be honest about it all. its only fair to both of us.