Love,confusion and Guilt...
It happened and, it happened fast . i couldn't help it . i just fell ,fell for him.
He just made me feel alive and so wild and free. Percy was his name ,he's a half blood like me ,
i only met him recenlty on a summers night ,on half blood hill ... The only reason i wont say is because Annabeth , my best friend, likes him.
You know when you in love when you cant get to sleep when reality is finally better than your dreams.I keep myself from saying anything as not to ruin my friendship , also the humiliation of him not liking me back and it spreading around the camp. i couldn't cope with that.i've only just come back, i shouldn't feel this . you can't fall in love that quickly. Can you?
" Percy, can you help me with my sword fighting" I shouted to Percy across the court yard.
"yeah,wait a second , i'm just helping thalia " percy replied.
That's all he'd ever do , Help thalia,talk to thalia,be with stupid thalia .
i know she's my best friend and all but she knows i like him , so why is she all over him like a Nymph in water.i have known him for so long and i dont know he likes me back in that way so i dont want to ruin our friendship,if you'd call it that!we have gone through so much together and i have grown to him ... alot . Thats when i found out. What he'd done,i can't tell anyone because he would be kicked out of camp or worse sent to the field of punishement. I couldn't do that to him... could I?
i need a break , a break from i ever hear is Percy will you help me with this or Percy will you help me with ,that grover has gone ,all i ever do is be with girls.
i wish grover would come back from his search for Pan . i have this wierd feeling in my heart . I think its ... love! i think i love annabeth.i do , i know i do ,her eyes they draw you in ,make you feel wanted ,make you feel like your leg are turning in to jelly .
i won't say anything incase she doesnt like me back and i couldn't live with the fact people would know about it if she said embarressing! i have some thing to admit but not now, soon though. i really really regret doing what i did ... i could ruin Thalias life ,i really could.i could tell her but i would be so scared , What do i do?