I Would Give Everything
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Disclamer: I don't own a thing... swear!
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Also i don't own the music, i only traduce the letter. it's called 'Dava tudo para te ter' of Myth.
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it's a portuguese music, i'm portuguese... :D
And the music it's not 100 correctly traduced, cause i changed some lyrics, so it could suit better...
"talk"
description
Singing
A door opens and a boy, around his seventeen enters. He has dark brown hair and an amazing pair of chocolate brown eyes. He close the door and throws his school bag to a random place.
He's frustrated, lately he doesn't do anything except thinking about her, he throws himself on the bed, facing the ceiling and just staying there… thinking.
That pair of hypnotizing green eyes…
That soft and silky auburn hair…
That smile that never ever falls of her cute face…
And sweet personality that everybody fails when trying to hate…
How much time passed since he last faced her? How much time passed since he kissed those lips? How much time will pass till he has her, once again, in his arms? How much?
He grabbed his guitar put himself in position… and just moments before he started playing grabbed the phone and dialoged a regular number, which his heart had already memorized...
Beep…. Beep…. Be-
"Moshi Moshi!" that simple sentence placed a smile in his lips.
"Hi… did you have a little time for me?"
"Always Syaoran! What made you call at this time of the day? I thought you had school?" concern was visible in that simple sentence. She always worried too much.
"I ditched. I wasn't concentrating anyways…"
"Why?" she asked.
"Thinking about you and how much I miss you"
"I miss you too" she said, sly and sad. He knows how much the distance was killing her. And not have the sure that he would love her till they could be together again.
"Just, listen to this… I have been working on this for a little while."
He brushed away locks of his dark hair from his eyes and as he slipped his fingers through the strings, chord after chord came streaming out like a river of water, joining effortlessly to create a calm and wonderful melody.
"Once again,
This one is for you
You know who you are
I take this opportunity to say what I feel
I don't find my way out
In the middle of this labyrinth
I feel your skin
I see, your shiny eyes
I remember them when I look at the sparkly stars
I think about you
Every passing minute,
Each lost second
Thinking about you is a disgrace
Nights spent thinking
But I don't find any solution
How to win someday
A place in your heart
Well… tell me,
Everything you feel
Everything you think
We have different opinions
I fight, but don't
Resist to missing you
The love it's a complicated thing,
Yes… It's true,
I know I am, a little confuse
But it's not because I'm like this
That I will be punished
What I feel it's true
But still, you don't understand
What I want you to know
Is that I would give everything
Just to have you
What I want
What I need
It's to live
Near you
I give in despair,
I would give everything
Just to have you here
I don't know how to say it
I don't know how to explain it
But what I feel inside
It's hard to control…
Sleepless nights
Thinking when it would emerge,
That moment of us
That I believe that will come
What we would feel, I don't know
The destiny don't tell me
When you kiss me again, then I will be happy
Because I know you're sure
And you see you're my half
Winning my trust
And our happiness
What I feel about you is strong, it's active
But don't ask me why
Because I don't know the reason
But let the time pass,
Time passes
But I believe that day will come
What I feel is true
But you still don't understand
But I just want you to know,
I would give everything
Just to have you…
What I want
What I need
It's to live
Near you
I give in despair,
I would give everything
Just to have you here…"
When his fingers stopped playing with the strings of the guitar, he didn't say anything, just remained silent hearing her breathing…
Moments passed, and it was her, the one that broke the silence.
"Syaoran… I… don't know what to say, we already talked…" she started uneasy.
"I know… I just wanted you to know that I really like you and that…if you could wait I swear that once I finished the stuff I had to in here, the first thing I would do is come over there and be with you. No matter what!"
"I don't know… how much more would I have to wait? Five more years? Don't you think I miss you? Don't you know how much it hurts me to see other couples holding hands and girls being in her lovers embrace? And me? I have to content myself with phone calls, letters and a few messenger talks..." while she talked his once warmed eyes become cold and emotionless, and as his eyes were losing his warm… so do his voice.
"I'm sorry… I know… I just thought you would like to know that I would give everything just to have you here…"
"And I like Syaoran… I really like… I just think that phone calls and songs… that's not enough to hold on a relationship. Not when we don't even see each other from time to time… I'm sorry…"
"It's okay… you're right. You always are." His voice was cold.
"I'm sorry…" she already regretted had told that as she realized how much she had hurt him.
"It's okay… bye"
"Bye…"
He hung up the phone, looked at him and in the rage of the moment he throw them at the wall, smashing him.
"I so fucking love you Ying Fa."
At a one hour distance of a plane flight a girl looked at her phone and with tears rolling her face she whispered.
"I love you Syaoran… why did you have to be so far away? I would also give everything just to have you here…"
I must warn you that it's my first 'no happy ending story'!
If you want to kill me i promise i won't do anything to prevent my dead!
Actually i think i want to kill myself too!
well tell me what you think...
please? pretty please? with cherry on the top??????
- just for record... i'm trying to make a cute face -
- not really succeding on that actually -
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I Would Give Everything