TITLE: Hanging By A Moment
AUTHOR: Ben is Glory
RATING: PG
DISCLAIMER: Joss and ME. Erm.. One of the lines kind of was his. I changed the person stuff, but yeah Jossy, here's your credit. And the song is by Lifehouse. Dur.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Wee. Okay well this is the first installment of my little series. It's basically about a bunch of different BtVS ships. Should be interesting, or at least I hope so :oP This one is Spuffy and it's called Desire. Lyrics in italics. Yay. And thank you to Lauren, who is always the spiff.
FEEDBACK: Yesh yesh yesh :D
+ Desire +
She was just a girl. Maybe it started that way, before it spun out of control. Now I don't know where she ends and I begin.
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
It's sickening really. I let her in, and she took advantage of me. Destroyed all of me until all that's left was her, in a dead shell.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
But I was too much of a poor old sap to do anything about it. I was naive and stupid.
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
I thought if I just held on, maybe she would feel something. A tiny twinge; a fraction of what I felt for her. Love. Pure and primal and intoxicating. I was wrong.
Now.. I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Time won't make a person love you. It's either all and it's whole or it's not. I bet you she bloody well knows that. I bet I was just a sick game to her. But I loved her.
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
I would dream of the moments we had spent together. Portions of my day that were made better by her.
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to find
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else..
Funny how one person's presence can brighten your entire world. And the next minute it all comes crashing down.
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I started
Chasing after you
When you live forever, the little moments begin to blur. Things that were once important don't stand out anymore, and stuff blends together.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
It only happened once, but I knew, for that *one* second when she looked into my eyes, the desire. The hunger that was only there for me. And just like any other second, it passed, and she walked away.
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
So I guess that's all I have now. I'm hanging by a moment.
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment..
Hanging by a moment...
Hanging by a moment here with you..