You left my side tonight
And I, I just don't feel right
But I, I can't let you out of sight
Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all

Chuck Bass was sitting in a chair. He was in a hospital – he hated hospitals. His eyes were staring at the door before him. There was complete silence around him, he just wanted to jump off the chair, ran to the girl he loved and tell her that everything would be okay. But he knew that was a lie.

Blair wanted to visit him on the Empire but a car hit her and broke almost every bone in her body. Chuck was afraid to see her like that. He just wanted everything to be okay, just like yesterday.

He was the first who found out about the accident, he watched it from his window. He was the one who held her bloody body and screamed at her while they drove to the hospital. His clothes were bloody and he wanted to get rid off them. He didn't want to have Blair's blood on his body.

"Mr. Bass?" A nurse went out of the room and looked at the ground. Chuck stood up and looked at the woman. She was smiling but it was a sad smile. "You shall stay with her, she has been asking for you all the time. We can't do anything, I'm sorry, Mr. Bass." Something in Chuck tried to break but he knew he had to be strong right now. Not for him, just for Blair. "I will call her family …" the nurse said and disappeared. Chuck nodded and went into the room.

When he entered the room a fragile voice whispered: "Chuck; oh, thank god! I thought you were gone …" Blair was lying in a bed and smiled at him with her blue lips. Her eyes were almost close, she looked tired and exhausted. Her hair was all over the pillow; she just looked like a sleeping beauty. Expect for the blood stains on her skin.

"I would never leave you," he said and had to bite his lower lip in order not to scream. He sat down the chair next to her bed and took her bloody hand. She wasn't warm anymore like she was when he found her, she was as cold as the death himself. Or herself.

"I think I'm dying, Chuck," she whispered and moaned like a dying cat. He kissed her hand and shook his head.

"No one's going to die!" he said and recognized that Blair smiled at him. That smile was exactly the nurse's smile, and it broke his heart. She tried to say something but he stopped her. "You're not going anywhere! I will take care of you, everything's going to be alright.

"Chuck, you're too sweet," she said and looked at their hands. "But it's okay. Everyone's dying at some time."

"But not now! It's too early!" he said, he almost screamed at her. His eyes felt wet but he tried not cry. No weakness. Blair won't see you cry, she needs you.

"You're not god, Chuck," Blair whispered and closed her eyes for a while. But then she looked frightened and looked at him. "Just … please, promise me you won't do anything stupid, okay?"

"You mean suicide?" he asked and smiled sadly.

Blair didn't answer his question, she just bite her lower lip. "Promise me."

Chuck sighed and leaned to her face, well, her lips, exactly. As he kissed her, he again felt her cold skin and trembled. She was so damn cold and he wanted to warm her up!

"I promise," he whispered and now she was the one who kissed him with a smile on her lips.

"Good." He stroked her cheek and looked in her brown eyes. "Time to say goodbye, Bass."

Chuck took a deep breath and still tried not to scream as he nodded. "Goodbye, Waldorf."

"Goodbye, Bass."

He kissed her again. She didn't even smelled like Blair Waldorf anymore. He felt like he was kissing a dead body. "I love you, Blair."

"Well, Chuck, you're a little basshole, but you are my basshole!" she said and grinned a little bit. But Chuck wasn't smiling at all. Blair didn't look at him anymore, she looked at a place he couldn't find and her lost expression scared him.

"Blair …?" He knew this wasn't Blair Waldorf anymore. This was just a dead body.

So he stood up and left. He didn't care that Serena ran at him and asked him what happened, he didn't care about anything anymore. His heart was broken now, he couldn't feel it anymore; he felt a hole in his chest and that was it.

The moment Blair Waldorf died, Chuck Bass died, too.