미안해요 그대를 아프게해서
I'm sorry for hurting you
"[Name] This is not like what you think!"
"I don't care Gokudera! It's over! I can't stand it anymore! Don't ever let me see you face ever again!"
Flashbacks of when you saw Gokudera choosing a ring with Haru kept replaying in your head. You wouldn't be this mad if Gokudera wasn't kneeling on the ground, wearing Haru her ring and Haru blushing.
미안해요 해준게 너무 없어서
I'm sorry for doing nothing for you
As you thought about how Gokudera treated you, your tears started to form in your [e/c] orbs but you hold them in. That's right, he never did anything for you. Nothing ever at all. He ne ver brought you out for dinner, or even a date. He never holds your hands. He never visits you when you were sick. You two bought an apartment to stay together, but still, he doesn't even talk to you when he came back from his work. You don't know where to go, you can't go back to the apartment since you knew that Gokudera would be there so you started walking towards Kyoko's house.
미안해요 그대를 잊지못해서
I'm sorry for not forgetting you
*Knock Knock Knock*
"Coming!~" Kyoko's sweet voice came out from the door, acknowledging your presence
You were standing in front of the Sasagawa household for a while, even before knocking the door. It started raining when you were walking towards Kyoko's house, you didn't give a fuck about it though, you just continued walking towards Kyoko's house. The door opened and you saw Kyoko in her pajamas.
"Oh my god![Name]-chan! What happened" Kyoko exclaimed, wide-eyed, as she put both her hands on your shoulder and shook your body.
"K-kyoko… Gokudera…he…he…" Tears that you were holding in started flowing down your cheeks.
"It's ok [Name]-chan, you should come inside and dry yourself before you get sick" Kyoko said understandingly and pulled you inside her house. As she closed the door, you saw her engagement ring that she got from Tsuna, and more tears flowed down you cheeks. At this moment Ryohei came out of the bathroom, wearing his usual pajama pants but left his upper body naked. If it was the usual you, you would already faint from the sight of "abs" but you still can't get Gokudera out of your mind.
"AHHHH! SHOWERING AFTER TRAINING FEELS GOOD TO THE EXTREME!" Ryohei exclaimed.
"Onii-san!" Kyoko called out to her brother, then looking back at you worryingly "[Name]-chan isn't feeling well right now, so can you go to your room so we can have a girl's talk?"
"[Name]-CHAN ISN'T FEELING WELL!? THEN I'LL MAKE HER UNSICK TO THE EXTREME!"
"Is unsick a real word? And it's not that kind of not feeling well onii-san!" Pulling her brother's ear closer she whispered "It's about Gokudera-kun"
Even though Kyoko whispered it quietly to her brother, you could still hear it. You turned your face to see Ryohei's dark face.
"That tako head…." This was the first time you saw Kyoko's brother become this serious.
"Onii-san?" Kyoko asked her brother worryingly
"Don't worry [Name]-chan!" Ryohei said facing you "I'll make tako head apologize! to the extreme"
"You don't have to worry about Gokudera and I Kyoko and Ryohei-niisan, were over" you said as your tears started to dry
"WHAT!?" Kyoko and Ryohei shouted at the same time
You started explaining about how Gokudera never did anything for you, and when you got to the moment where you saw Haru and Gokudera together you felt like crying again. Kyoko and Ryohei's facial expression were unreadable, they showed signs of astonishment, pitiful, and a little anger.
"[Name]-chan! It's over now! You will not think about him again! I'll protect you because you're my best friend!" Kyoko suddenly pulled you into her arms.
"THAT'S RIGHT [Name]-CHAN! A FRIEND OF MY LITTLE SISTER IS ALSO MY LITTLE SISTER! WE'LL PROTECT YOU TO THE EXTREME! SO BE BRAVE! FORGET ABOUT THE TAKO BASTARD!"
"I-I-I…K-Kyoko…. Ryohei-niisan…"
"Don't be sad [Name]-chan! We'll always be here for you :)"
"I'm sorry Kyoko…but…. I… I love him…"
미안해요 하지만 오늘은
I'm sorry, but today
꼭 한번 그댈 보고싶어요
I want to see you one last time
You spent the night at Kyoko's house, even your dreams were replaying the moments of Gokudera and Haru. You woke up and saw Kyoko still sleeping soundly, you also heard Ryohei snoring in the next room. You smiled, oh why are the Sasagawa sibling so cute, Tsuna sure is lucky to get Kyoko's heart and Hana must be really happy she got someone as caring as Ryohei, then there's Gokudera… You face turned into a pained expression. No matter what you thought about, it will always comeback to Gokudera like a boomerang, you shook the thought away and went to take a shower. After you were done, you wrote a letter telling Kyoko that you are going to go back to your apartment to get your stuff, since Kyoko and Ryohei told you to stay at their place, you didn't want to be a burden to them but you didn't know where else you could stay. When you walked out of the door, you saw Yamamoto doing his usual hardcore training, not as hardcore as Ryohei, but still hardcore.
"Ohayo _-chan!" Yamamoto greeted you brightly
"Ohayo."
"Eh? _-chan shouldn't you be helping Gokudera?"
"Why?"
"He was drunk last night, like really really drunk"
"Eh?"
"You should help him, I don't even know did he reach his apartment last night. [Name]-chan? [Name]-chan!"
You heard Yamamoto calling your name, but you didn't stop. Right after Yamamoto told you about Gokudera being drunk and how he might not reach his apartment, you were scared that something might happen to him. What if he fell asleep in the middle of the way!? What if he was so drunk he killed someone for just staring at him!? What if… What if…. You stop your legs in front of your room. What if, he went to Haru? Heh, you snickered darkly, yeah, the bastard would probably go to his beloved woman… You sighed and opened the door.
많은 여자 중 내 눈에 쏙 들어온 넌
Out of all those girls, you caught my eye
마치 영화 속에 주인공 그녀에 아름다움은
She's beautiful like the main character in a movie
절대 뿌리 칠 수 없었네
I couldn't get her out of my mind
When you saw the condition of your room, you were in the verge of fainting. Books, magazines, kitchen utensils and many other things were scattered all over the floor, mostly beer cans. Opening the bathroom door, there was a really shocking scene in which you were unassertive weather Gokudera was puking or trying to drink the toilet water. You felt that it would be a bad idea to leave him like that, so you help him get up and dragged him to his bed.
"[Name]…" Gokudera muttered
"What." Your response as cold as ice, you were actually surprised you managed to keep calm after seeing him again.
"[Name]…"
"Stop calling my name and just say it already!"
"[Name]!" Gokudera opened his eyes, saw you then pushed you away. He pushed you so hard that you landed on your butt.
"OUCH! What was that for? I was trying to help you dammit mphhh!"
Gokudera suddenly took control of your mouth, he pushed you down on the floor so that he was on top of you. You resisted, you tried to push him away but he was too heavy, then he pinned both of your hands above your head with one of his hand, his other hand is on your face to keep you from turning away. You had no other choice but to give in. To Gokudera's surprise, you finally stopped resisting but then he felt something touch his fingers, they were your tears. Gokudera finally got off you, stood up, and looked at you worryingly, and a bit of guiltiness.
"[Name]…"
"Is it fun!? Is it fun playing with my feelings like this? Gokudera! Answer me!" You manage to say between sobs
"[Name] you don't understand, it was a misunderstanding."
"How can it be a misunderstanding!? I saw you! I saw you with Haru with my own eyes!"
"CAN YOU SHUTUP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR A MINUTE!?" Gokudera shouted, which made you flinch. He never shouted at you before, not even when you broke one of his mysterious model of monsters, this was the first time.
"IT WAS A MISUNDERSTANDING ! I LOVE YOU! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!"
그런 너에게 상처를 주다니
But i gave you scars
미친듯이 후회해도 늦었지
My sincere apology is late
네 눈물을 모두다 거둬 줄께
I'll give you all my tears
날 용서해 부탁해 무릎 꿇게.. uh~
Please forgive me, i'll beg on my knees
정말 미안해요 사랑해요
I'm really sorry, I love you
"I know how much I've hurt you! I know all these times. The times where you needed me the most, I was never there. But the one undeniable feeling deep inside me is that I'm helplessly in love with you! I don't know how to show you how much I love you… I'm sorry" Gokudera got on his knees took your left hand and place a kiss on it, then you felt something cold on your ring finger. You brought you hand back and saw a ring, a silver ring with a diamond.
"G-Gokudera?"
"I'm sorry [Name], I love you, Will you marry me?"
"Yes…YES! I will marry you" You said and plunged towards him and hugged him. But then you remembered something and pushed him far enough to see his face. "What about Haru?"
"That woman? pheh, I was just trying your ring on her finger when I saw that my shoelaces are untied so I bended down to tie them, the woman was probably imagining me as the tenth, and you came right at that moment."
"S-so It was just a misunderstanding! I'm so embarrassed- Kyaa!" You squeaked when Gokudera suddenly picked you up and started walking towards the bedroom.
"Don't be embarrassed love. I'll love your every blemish, every scar, every flaw. Now, it's going to be a long night" Gokudera said as he opened the bedroom door.
(End. The rest is up to your imagination)