AN: Okay this is my 1st fanfic so please be kind.:)

Disclaimer: I own the story line but everything twilight Stephanie Myers owns.

Chapter 1:He Left

BPOV

" Bella, let's go! You need to stop talking to Nerdward!" Jessica said. " Jessica shut up. I'll talk to Edward whenever I feel like it." Then I turned back to Edward. His eyes were wide. "Y-you stood up for me." I smiled at him. "Yeah. What kind of best friend would I be if I didn't." Then his smile faltered. Okay that is weird. " Okay, well I should get going. We're leaving at 5:00 p.m." "Well, I'll see you at your house to say bye." I hugged him tightly to me.

Edward has messy bronze hair, that makes it look like he just ran his hand through it. He wears button up shirts and fitted pants. He also has these eyes that can pull you in. He hides them behind these glasses that makes him look even sexier.

Edward, Alice, and their parents are going to visit their family at Italy for the summer. It was definatley going to be a sucky summer without them. Espically without my best friend, Edward. We've been best friends since our diaper days. We always stuck together no matter what. Even though I'm considered popular, he's still my best friend.

Jessica, Mike, and Tyler have been telling me not to hang out with Edward anymore just because he's different. They call him a nerd, dork, geek. Any possible name to put him down and away from me. Which wouldn't work no matter how they try. Tyler and Mike are jealous of Edward because I reject them everytime because I have plans with Edward. Jessica hates Edward because he rejected her. Since then they turned him to an outsider and made fun of him. Just because he wears glasses and is a good boy. Lately Edward has been distant with me. He would always run away whenever I say best friends

I got in my car and drove home. When I got in, Emmett was on the couch watching Hercules and saying the words along with the movie. I swear Emmett is considered the big brother but he's so immature that I sometimes think I'm the oldest. "Hey Emmie!!" He turned to smile at me. "Hey Bellie!!" He turned back to the movie and put all his attention on the television.

I ran upstairs to my bedroom and closed my bedroom door. I grabbed my Gibson Elvis Costello Century of Progress Signature Model Acoustic Guitar. I started playing 'Catch Me' by Demi Lovato.

Before I fall too fast Kiss me quick But make it last So i can see how badly this will hurt me When you say good bye

Keep it sweet Keep it slow Let the future pass And don't let go But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing You got me laughing while i sing You got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling But please don't catch me

See this heart Wont settle down Like a child running scared from a clown I'm terrified of what you'll do my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away So I can breathe Even though you're far from suffocating me I can't set my hopes to high Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where im falling But please don't catch me

So now you see Why I'm scared I cant open up my heart without a care But here i go Its what i feel and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've get me smiling in my sleep And i can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling So please don't catch me

And if this is love Please don't break me I'm giving up So just catch me

I sat there and looked out my window. Is it possible for me to be in love? Singing this song made me think of Edward and only Edward. No. It's only because we spend every waking moment together. Right?? Fuck! I am in love with Edward. Why couldn't I just fucking admit already?!?! Oh yeah. It's cause I'm scared of rejection. I have to tell him.

I ran down the stairs and was about to open the door when Em grabbed me around the waist and lifted me off the ground. "Emmers let me go!" He laughed. "I will but where the fuck are you rushing off to?" My brother kind of looks like me except that he has blue eyes and dimples and HUGE muscles. "Going to Edward's. Going to tell him I love him!!" He let me down. "About time little sis!! You go!!" I ran out the door and ran down the street.

I started knocking on the Cullen's door. I was finally going to tell him how I feel. How weird that a song is what made me realize that. Soon the door opened. "Ed-" I stopped when I saw it wasn't Edward but his twin sister Alice. "Hey Aly! Is Edward here? I got to tell him something important." She looked sad. "Everything okay Aly?" She shook her head. "He didn't tell you?" "Tell me what?" Okay I was definatley confuse. She sighed. "Edwards' gone. He left to Italy." "What? He said he was leaving with the family at 5:00 pm." She shook her head again. "No, he left at 4:00pm by 's gone Bella."

When she said that I didn't want to believe it but I knew deep in my heart that it was. I fell on my knees and cried. I kept on crying for my broken heart. I didn't even had the chance to tell him I loved him before he left. God knows how long he'll stay there or even come back if he's family didn't even go. The love of my life is gone. He left me without saying good-bye.

I felt someone's arm around me and lifting me up. I started screaming. "Shhh. Baby girl. It's just me." Emmett whispered. I clung on to him like my life depended on it. Which it kind of did. All I feel is pain. The pain of this huge hole thats been ripped out of my heart. I heard people around me but couldn't make out what they were saying. Soon I felt myself placed on a bed and someone, most likely Emmett, touching my head. "I know sis. Just wait until he's you'll tell him. Please don't cry. I don't like seeing you like this baby girl." I felt my eyes close.

All I could think about was Edward. All I can do now is pray that Edward will come back to me.

AN: Okay well this is my first chapter of my first fanfic. I hope you guys enjoy. Don't worry Edward won't be gone for long. Next chapter is about how Bella deals without Edward in her life. It will be tough since they are together 24/7. I know some of you are wondering about her parents. Well you'll find out in the next chapter. Please review. All your reviews will help me become a better .I'll try to update as soon as I can.