You really can't tell the pairing, but it's 'supposed' to be Kel/Joren.
This is basically Joren's thought after he 'dies,' or as some people would
say 'disappears.'
Disclaimer: You should get the routine by now, after reading all those other fanfics out there, right? Well, this is just like any other. Standard. Not mine. The characters, though not mentioned by name, all belong ot Tamora Pierce.
Author's Note: Actually, I really don't care who she's paired up with, that is between Joren, Neal, or Cleon. Though I must say I like Neal better than Cleon. Which means if it's Neal, I don't care, I just read. But, oh well. Enjoy! ^-^ (This is so I don't get anybody mad at me for making it Kel/Joren, cuz then I get people saying, 'Didn't you read book blah, blah, blah? They hate each other. Well, that's one of the ups of fanfics, you can have whatever you want happen. So there!) *sweatdrop* (Finally...)
If the Past Could Be Relived
Sapphire Jewel
If the past could be relived
Revived, somehow
I could tell you
How I admired your courage
When you never gave up
And bested most
I admired the way you worked
From the first rays of dawn
'Till late at night
I never understood
Why you did that
When Lord Wyldon would dismiss you anyway
I though,
'Why that hard work for nothing?'
I guess I was wrong
When you returned the next year
I should have knokwn
That you would not have given up so easily
I realized I should have tried harder
To keep you away
They weren't because I hated you
Though it seemed that way
All those times that I laughed at you
Mocked you
And said all those things
I can't begin to explain
The burden upon my heart
That began to eat away at me
I wanted to take it all back
But, I...I just couldn't
In fact, all my words just seemed to make you more determined than ever
To prove everyone wrong
To make Lord Wyldon see you for who you are
So he would allow you to stay
It hadn't seemed possible
But, yet, you made it through
During your third year as a page
I tried to start over
But you refused my offer as a friend
Out relationship must have been past the point of being fixed
I didn't intent to not survive the ordeal
I didn't think it was possible to die
It happened too fast
I couldn't register all that was happening
All I could remember
Was that I was regretting
Never telling you that I was sorry
I died carrying that burden
I never told you how I truly felt
I didn't think you would accept it as fact
But, now that I'm dead
I regret my choice
You can't hear me
But I want you to know
That...
I'll wait for you
No matter how long it takes
Because...
Had I just one minute more...
I'd tell you...
I love you.
*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*
Flames? Comments? Anything?!? So just review, please...onegai? Come on, I'm begging here. I might post another 'poem' that's also Joren's thoughts, that kind of follows this, but, it won't be a 'chapter.' It'll be up soon, if I decide to post it. Ja, minna!
Disclaimer: You should get the routine by now, after reading all those other fanfics out there, right? Well, this is just like any other. Standard. Not mine. The characters, though not mentioned by name, all belong ot Tamora Pierce.
Author's Note: Actually, I really don't care who she's paired up with, that is between Joren, Neal, or Cleon. Though I must say I like Neal better than Cleon. Which means if it's Neal, I don't care, I just read. But, oh well. Enjoy! ^-^ (This is so I don't get anybody mad at me for making it Kel/Joren, cuz then I get people saying, 'Didn't you read book blah, blah, blah? They hate each other. Well, that's one of the ups of fanfics, you can have whatever you want happen. So there!) *sweatdrop* (Finally...)
If the Past Could Be Relived
Sapphire Jewel
If the past could be relived
Revived, somehow
I could tell you
How I admired your courage
When you never gave up
And bested most
I admired the way you worked
From the first rays of dawn
'Till late at night
I never understood
Why you did that
When Lord Wyldon would dismiss you anyway
I though,
'Why that hard work for nothing?'
I guess I was wrong
When you returned the next year
I should have knokwn
That you would not have given up so easily
I realized I should have tried harder
To keep you away
They weren't because I hated you
Though it seemed that way
All those times that I laughed at you
Mocked you
And said all those things
I can't begin to explain
The burden upon my heart
That began to eat away at me
I wanted to take it all back
But, I...I just couldn't
In fact, all my words just seemed to make you more determined than ever
To prove everyone wrong
To make Lord Wyldon see you for who you are
So he would allow you to stay
It hadn't seemed possible
But, yet, you made it through
During your third year as a page
I tried to start over
But you refused my offer as a friend
Out relationship must have been past the point of being fixed
I didn't intent to not survive the ordeal
I didn't think it was possible to die
It happened too fast
I couldn't register all that was happening
All I could remember
Was that I was regretting
Never telling you that I was sorry
I died carrying that burden
I never told you how I truly felt
I didn't think you would accept it as fact
But, now that I'm dead
I regret my choice
You can't hear me
But I want you to know
That...
I'll wait for you
No matter how long it takes
Because...
Had I just one minute more...
I'd tell you...
I love you.
*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*~~~~*
Flames? Comments? Anything?!? So just review, please...onegai? Come on, I'm begging here. I might post another 'poem' that's also Joren's thoughts, that kind of follows this, but, it won't be a 'chapter.' It'll be up soon, if I decide to post it. Ja, minna!