To my end
I shall die here.
I shall vanish.
I shall flea this catastrophe.
I shall feel no pain. No misery. No sadness. Only death…
I shall let my candle fade, and my soul light. Let my spirit take its leave of my body to my maker.
I shall not weep.
I shall not scream.
I shall let them have me. Kill me. Put end to my life.
I shall die…