X was going crazy. She didn't know how to contain her thoughts, how to shut off her feelings, or at the moment how to do anything at all. There was one rule, and she broke it. Only one, of course aside from don't die and don't be stupid, and of all the things she could have done she chose to break that rule. She didn't even know why either, the mission didn't require her to do it, and if it did she would have found another way to get whatever information was needed. And yet still here she was, anxious out of her mind and worrying immensely, breaking that one little rule. don't ever do anything that can result in you siding with the enemy.