You know that feeling you get when you know you've done something really wrong, but you don't care? Well I've felt like that since about this time 3 months ago. I'm with a man, but not just any man. His name is Adrian Fletcher and he is perfect. Well… apart from one thing. He's married, with 3 children. And now, I'm pregnant with his child, and I don't know what to do! To stay with the man of my dreams and raise a family with him which would cause a rift between him and his wife, or to end it with him and break my own heart?
I go to bed every night wondering if he even sleeps in the same room as his wife. I mean, he says things haven't been right for a long time, but what does that mean? Does he even love his wife? Enough questions for now. What I need to know is whether to keep the child that is growing inside of me or not. The repercussions of our actions can be dealt with later. But for now, the affair must go on!
I love him too much.