Chapter 1 :Blue Musings
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A/N : These chapters will be posted in chronological order, but will not have specific dates associated with them
Enjoy.
Dear Lisbon
I hope that you are well. I apologize for not contacting you sooner. Things have been well…let's just say 'interesting'. I am safe here , not that I can tell you where exactly " here" is( though I wish that I could). I do sincerely hope that you are well, especially after the mess that I left you with. I am truly sorry for all the grief I have caused you, especially over the last few months. Though I do not regret stopping a murderer and bringing down an evil organization, I know that you don't either, I am sorry for causing you pain, in any of its many forms.
What I most regret was having to leave you. I always thought that we would have time afterwards, but no such luck. I wish that I could have said goodbye to you, though I do fear that if I did , I wouldn't have been able to leave.
I may have said this not too long ago, but thank you, Teresa. I can say without a shadow of a doubt, that I wouldn't have survived this without you. You kept me going when I felt defeated. You were my friend when everyone else wanted nothing to do with me. You were my partner. I makes me exceedingly proud to be able to say that. But , also sad. I do not appreciate the past tense. Despite the circumstances, I will always call you a friend, and will look back fondly of the years when we were partners. My time spent at the CBI with you and the team, hold many of my most precious memories. And that is saying something, as it was also the most horrific time of my life. But you, and the team, held me together ( this may have come in the form of a punch in the nose, a cup of tea, a serious talking too, a kick to my couch, comfortable ,peaceful silence, an adventure of some sort or an embrace). At the end, we really were a family.
I ask if you could please convey my apologies and deep thanks to Cho, Rigsby and Grace. They showed far more loyalty concerning me than they should have. Though I do have a theory that that has more something to do with you, and your incredible ability to forgive and the loyalty in your heart which runs deep inside of you. It's more than I ever deserved, and will ever deserve.
I'm missing you so much already,
U No Hoo