Letting Go Chapter 1, a glee fanfic

Hey guys, this is my first attempt at fan fiction. Yes i know there are a few errors, but i'm human T.T. the song i used is called briane by Boyce Avenue. Please review any feed back is really appreciated to help me with further work. So on that note enjoy =).

You're ashamed about all your fears and doubts
and how I hurt you
can you make it back from the aftermath
and how I left you

Rain was pouring but he didn't care, he just knelt in front of the tombstone unable to speak…just stare. A war of emotions was waging inside him fear, anger, and sadness all battling to win but in the end he would lose.

Nobody wants to be alone
with the fear of letting go
If you could hear me say
"It's gonna be okay"
Would you be okay?

And then with the strength he had, he let out a scream that anyone within miles could hear. It was an angry fury that can only be described as dealing with pain. "HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME, HOW COULD YOU WHEN THERE ARE TIMES LIKE NOW WHERE I NEED YOU"!

And though I've gone away
I still see what you're going through
It kills me every day
To know I killed what meant most to you
So when you pass my grave
Leave a rose for what might have been
And know that it's okay
To shed your tears and find love again

"How can I do this without you, I'm lost, scared, and so confused" the boy pleaded. But when no one answered he just broke down then and there. Through his tears he just repeated "I'm not strong enough, please come back".

"Finn?" The boy looked back; in front of him was another guy, his eyes fighting back tears as if to be strong enough to comfort the other.

I hear you say
"I don't know how and I don't know why"
But there will come one day
when I'll tell all the things inside
Just know there's someone above here to help you

Without a warning Finn just sprung up and held the other boy close to him, holding him so tight incase he would disappear. "Sshhh baby, don't worry I'm here" the other boy said. Through some sobs Finn asks "how can I do this Sam, how can I just, let him go...How can we happen if I can't even go 5 seconds without remembering him?" Finn points at the tombstone that reads Christopher Hudson beloved father and war veteran. "How can I just forgive him for leaving me, when right now I need him the most…I…Hate…Him" as soon as those words leaves his lips, his eyes close shut, and he shakes his head as if he committed a crime worse than murder. "Am I a bad person?"

Sam just looks at Finn with a shocked face "what, Finn no, look at me (Finn's eyes are still closed) please look at me". Slowly but surely his eyes open. "It's ok to be angry at your father. When my grandma died I hated her for it, I felt scared and alone and I hated her for it. You're going thru a lot right now, and keeping those emotions bottled up isn't going to help anyone. I know letting him go isn't easy, it takes time. Just know no matter what I'm here for you and…I…well…I love you. Finn eyes widen, he can't seem to control his voice and stutters "w…wait I'm sorry what…you what, why?"

"I said I love you, and to answer why...yea, you make mistakes, confuse words, and are sometimes known to be dubious. But all those things don't matter because all I see is someone caring, worthwhile and awesome, I wouldn't be standing here if I didn't care about you. I love you Finn Hudson and if you can't accept that well tough because I'm not going anywhere" Sam says smiling as if it were obvious. Finn just stares at Sam, he can't believe someone could care for him so much, even would go so far as go to a cemetery to support him while he's yelling at his late father grave stone. "Sam…I…screw it". Finn brings Sam close to him, wraps his arms around his waist and pulls him for a passionate kiss, his eyes closed shut so he could let all his pent up emotions flow right out in that kiss. Sam wraps his arms around Finns neck, deepening the kiss letting him know that he meant what he said. After what seems like hours they break the kiss, and Finn says two words that would stop even Sylvester in her tracks "marry me".