by anime_angel2000
12/10/2k
All I can say is I'm sorry. I didn't mean to fall this fast, or this hard. I didn't mean to fall in the first place. If you were me, you would understand. I have to look into those eyes everyday. Those eyes of yours, they make me melt, right where I'm standing. They flicker with anger, smile with intense joy. I see my world in those eyes, everything I live for. I can see your soul in those eyes. You can be so harsh, or so kind, only with a glance.
And who can blame me for being jealous? When I saw you look at her, with such utter adoration and amazement, my heart aches with self-betrayal and anger that I never told you. Then it rises, with the hope that maybe someday you'll look at me that way.
But there's a look you save only for me. When I see this gaze, my soul is warmed, and living seems possible again.
And I realize the difference between she and I. You hold her on a pedestal, as your prize, your idea of how every girl should be. But I am in your arms, though you don't see it yet. I know I have more to offer than her, no matter how much prettier she is. I know you love me.
But I can't make you see that. You have to find out on your own. Just know that, until you know you love me, I'll be waiting. I'll be here forever, just waiting for your touch, your warm kiss.
Just waiting.
D/C: Don't own em
A/N: yeah, I know, it stinks. Anyway, I think of it as R/H, but you can look at it any way you like, I suppose. Please Review!