Chapter one

My whole family circled me singing happy birthday, all with huge grins of their faces and eager eyes. My aunt Alice pulled me over to the couch where a large stack of presents awaited.

"Open mine first!" my said excitedly as she shoved a small leather box into my hands. I unclasped it to find a delicate silver necklace with a heart shaped locked.

"Look at the back, it's engraved" she told me. I turned over the locked and in neat writing was I love you unconditionally. "Do you like it?"

"It's beautiful, thank you" I replied unenthusiastically.

"Your welcome honey, I'm just glad you like it."

"Renesmee, open the present of your mother and I next. It's the one with pink wrapping paper" my father said as he walked over to where I sat.

"Actually would it be ok if I open the rest later, I have a really bad headache, I think I need to get some fresh hair."

"Um, sure love"

"I could tell something was wrong with you. Would you like some pain killer's sweetheart?" My mother asked in a caring voice.

"No I will be fine; I'm just going to go for a walk." I slipped on my converse and threw on my jacket, "I won't be long." I closed the door before anyone had a chance to say anything else. I walked to the edge of the woods and walked along the road. I figured I'd go see Jacob, have some time away from my family. It's not their fault but I always feel trapped around them. It's because they are over protective and smothering, especially my dad.

It wasn't long before I had reached the little red wooden house Jacob lived in with his dad, Billie. I walked up the gravel path to the front door and lightly knocked. Jake opened the door in only a towel covering only his waist down.

"Happy Birthday Ness!" he said as he pulled me in for a big hug. I felt my heart quicken. I have always felt more than friends with Jake but was always to chicken to tell him how I feel. I guess I am scared of rejection. I mean what are the chances of him liking me back, he is unbelievably gorgeous and I am just a screwed up kid. "What are you doing here? I was going to come over to yours later."

"I just wanted to get out of the house for a while."

"Nothing to do with me then." He grinned.

"I wanted to see you as well of course" I said sheepishly.

"Come in" he pulled me by the hand into his living room. "I won't be long I just need to throw on some clothes." I sat down on his couch wondering what is would be like to see him naked. God, why am I such a pervert!

A/N:

Don't know if I'm going to carry on with it. Please tell me what you thing so far.