The Things I'll Never Say
By imafeckingstarr
Summary: Taking sneaky little peaks at her, Mike can't deny that he's in love with Bella. Instead of doing his science experiment with Angela, he decided it was time to tell Bella his feelings... he was going to write her a note.
A/N: Don't you just get the feeling that Mike adores the ground that Bella walks on? I've barely done any Twilight fan-fictions other than True Love Never Dies, which totally and utterly sucks. So I decided to write this! Merry Christmas everyone :')
The Things I'll never Say
Mike turned his head to the left, as if to look away dramatically in thought. Instead, he was trying, and failing, to subtly check out Bella Swan. 'What she sees in Cullen I'll never know... I'm a hell of a lot better than him! I'm better for her too, uh, hello; I'm Mike Newton for God's sake.' Mike thought gloomily as he cast another wistful glance in Bella's direction. 'Seriously though, other than the fact that Cullen is rather good looking, what the hell does she see in him? Why can't she see that not only am I so much better than him, that I'd treat her right... and that I'm in love with her?'
It was as if a bell was ringing in Mike's head and a light bulb had sparked up above his head. He was going to tell her how he feels. That's what he was going to do. Of course, he wouldn't say it out loud, especially with Bella dating Edward Cullen. He has those muscular brothers Jasper Hale and Emmett Cullen – Mike couldn't deny that if there was ever a fight between them (and he prayed to God there wouldn't be) he'd be beaten until he was black and blue.
Shaking his head to get rid of all the negative thoughts, Mike began to write his note.
Dear Bella,
How's this science lesson going for you? "Too dorky," Mike muttered as he scribbled out the sentence.
Your hair looks really voluminous and pretty today "Oh God no, I sound too forward." Mike grumbled the brow on his forehead creasing. "Maybe this was a bad idea," He sighed, looking over at Bella, seeing how her eyes lit up when Edward leaned towards her and whispered something to her.
I know this sounds too pushy, but you have to know. I love you. I don't know how to phrase this without sounding like an idiot. I know you're with Cullen, but I think that I would be so much better for you. I just get this weird feeling about him, he looks at you like your his next meal – I know I've already told you this, but you need to know that I care... a lot about you.
Okay here goes.
Isabella Swan, I am ridiculously—
"Mike, what're you doing?" Angela asked, waving a hand in front of his face.
Blushing crimson, Mike muttered a hasty "nothing" as he crumpled up the note and hid it in his pocket.
Maybe another day I'll be able to tell you, he thought with a sigh, one day I'll be able to say all the things I'll never say to... without feeling like a dork.
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Oh Mike, you're such a cutie. This was something I sort of whipped up. It's nothing festive, and I apologise. It's Christmas, and there should be Christmasy themes and whatnot! Oh well. I hope you liked it :) Also, after Christmas I was thinking of filming the fan-based trailer for "A Riddle for Riddle" - can everyone who would like to watch it either leave a review or PM me? Thanks a lot!
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muchlove,
imafeckingstarr xxx