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NCIS

Gibbs waved to Tony, motioning him to come closer. Tony quietly ran over to Gibbs with his gun drawn, ready to break into the apartment. It was only 0900.

"Ready Dinozzo?" Gibbs whispered and Tony nodded. Gibbs kicked open the door and held his gun up to the man sitting in the opening room, tied to a chair with only boxers on. His mouth was taped shut. Tony moved in towards the man, checking the surrounding area first and went to help the man. Gibbs turned to check the rest of the apartment to make sure the area was clear, when he heard a groan and a thump out in the living room. He ran to the living room to find Tony on the floor knocked out and a man with a gun to the head of the man in the chair. "Let him live Lieutenant Gorken. He's done nothing wrong."

"He did sir! He killed my boyfriend when he found out about us! He said that 'our kind' shouldn't be allowed in the Marine Corps!" Gorken said. The man in the chair shook his head and squirmed in the chair.

"Lieutenant Gorken I said put the damn gun down!" Gibbs shouted, his gun aimed and ready to fire. "We have the murderer in custody. Put the weapon down." Gibbs said trying to stay calm. He looked down to Tony to see his chest was still rising, a good sign. He looked back up to Gorken.

"I can't live without Henry!" He shouted, tears falling from his face. He put the gun up to his head and Gibbs ran towards him.

"No!" He shouted. Gorken pulled the trigger before Gibbs could stop him. His body landed with a thud and landed next to Tony's. Gibbs quickly ran and checked for a pulse on the lieutenant but he was too late. He looked over to the man that was tied in the chair. He grabbed gloves from his pocket and called Ducky and the team. "You okay?" He asked the man in the chair and he nodded and looked to Tony. Gibbs went to Tony and checked his breathing which was okay. He shook Tony and heard a groan.

"Boss..?" He groaned and sat up slowly. "Shit...Where am I?" He rubbed his head and winced feeling the bump on the side of his head.

"Tony we're in the apartment, remember? Gorken was after who he thought killed Henry Miller. Remember now?" He looked into Tony's eyes and waved a hand over his face. Tony groaned and nodded.

"Did Gorken hit me?" Tony closed his eyes from the brightness of the room.

"Yeah. C'mon let's get you to the hospital." He said. Ducky came in, along with paramedics. "Scratch that." He whispered.

"Jethro what happened?" Ducky said, shocked at the scene before him. The paramedics talked to the man in the chair and helped him out. Ziva and McGee walked in shortly after and stopped, looking around.

"Lieutenant Gorken committed suicide, saying he couldn't live without Henry." Gibbs whispered. Ducky went to look at Tony. "He hit Tony on the side of the head, I think he has a concussion." Gibbs said and Ducky nodded.

"Why don't we get you checked out at the hospital Anthony. Jethro can bring you there while we sort out this mess." Ducky said and Gibbs nodded.

"Course." He whispered. He helped Tony stand and grabbed the man by the waist. Tony groaned and held his head.

"God this hurts boss."

"I know, that's why we're going to the hospital." He said softly and both men left the scene.

NCIS

Gibbs helped Tony into the guest bedroom of his house and had him lay down. Doctor cleared him saying he had no concussion surprisingly, just a goose egg, but to have Tony looked after for the night.

"Gibbs I can go home. I can handle myself." Tony mumbled and Gibbs shook his head.

"Doc's orders. Ducky and the hospital doc." Gibbs sighed. "Just lay down." Gibbs said and walked out to grab some water and some pain reliever. He walked back into the guest bedroom to see Tony's eyes closed and laid back. "Here." He said handing Tony the water and medicine. Tony opened his eyes and took the two items.

"Thanks..." He mumbled. Gibbs sat on the bed and pushed Tony down and covered him up. Vance had cleared Tony and Gibbs the rest of the day so Gibbs could watch over him. "What now?" Tony said looking over to Gibbs. Gibbs shrugged.

"Relax." Gibbs said and got up from the bed and walked towards the living room.

"Hey..." Tony said causing Gibbs to stop and turn to look at his SFA. "Thanks..." He mumbled and turned away to lay on his side. Gibbs smiled a little and left the room, leaving the door open so he could hear Tony if he needed anything. He went downstairs to his basement to continue working on his latest project, a table for his kitchen, since the one he had in there was starting to chip and wear down. He always hated buying those damn store bought tabled. He continued to work on the fourth leg of the table. He was almost done. He did the table top and the other three legs and now it was time for the last one. He was just working on carving pieces out of the leg to give it a unique feel to it. Unique... he thought. He smiled as he thought of Tony.

Tony was the unique piece in his life. 'Gibbs and Tony were like yin and yan' as Abby always said. But little did she know, that Gibbs thought more than that of Tony. He loved Tony, ever since Kate had passed. The night after Ari was found and killed, Tony came over and the two men talked about Kate and how rough it was on each of them. It was then he realized he had feelings for his SFA. He sighed. He knew that Tony could never feel the same way. He chased everything in a skirt it seemed like. He was always talking about his sexcapades in the morning with McGee and Ziva. He shook his head of all thoughts of Tony and continued carving on. He added small little flourishes here and there and added intricate designs. This was the one thing he loved the most about wood-working, was the intricate designs. He smiled a little at the thought. He wiped rubbed his hands together and looked down seeing blood on his hands.

"Shit..." He whispered. He never washed his hands after seeing Gorken commit suicide. He walked upstairs and was about to walk upstairs when he heard a whimper in the guest bedroom. He rushed into the room to see Tony moving around in the bed, having a nightmare. He sat on the bed gently and rubbed a hand through Tony's hair. "Shh... Calm down Tony." He whispered into Tony's ear. He'd only done this once before, when Tony's hot water heater wasn't working, and he'd stayed at Gibbs' house. He had a nightmare then and he did this and it helped. Tony started to calm down and Gibbs sighed.

"Gibbs..." Tony whispered and Gibbs looked up and saw Tony's eyes were open. Gibbs took his hand away and felt the blood rush to his cheeks.

"You were having a nightmare Tony." He said quietly and Tony nodded.

"Sorry...I didn't...Uhm... Maybe I should go... God... I feel like such a burden." Tony rambled and Gibbs shook his head.

"You're fine. I was gonna shower. We can watch a movie after if you're up to it." He said and Tony ran a shaky hand through his hair and nodded.

"Yeah..." Tony whispered and Gibbs nodded. He gently padded Tony's back and walked out of the room and up the stairs. Tony waited until he heard the shower start and the bathroom door to shut before he started to sob. When he was up for a little bit after Gorken had hit him, he heard him say one line that broke his heart the most. 'He said that 'our kind' shouldn't be allowed in the Marine Corps!'

Tony worked for NCIS, a 'navy cop' service, and he was gay. Tony heard this and thought of himself as in the Marine Corps because he worked for NCIS, even though it was a civilian agency. I'm gay and work for the death of Marines... he thought. He sobbed and couldn't stop himself. He saw his gun laying on the bedside table and looked back to his hands. Tony you have so much to live for... His heart said. Gibbs needs you. He heard his heart say, but his brain said no. Gibbs will never love you like you love him. His brain yelled at him. Tony sobbed. He grabbed his gun and felt the metal in his hands. He laid down on the bed and played with the gun, still crying. He contemplated for a few minutes. "I'm so sorry..." He whispered and held the gun in his mouth. His finger was on the trigger, ready to pull.

"Tony don't!" Gibbs screamed and he ran to the bed and pulled the gun from his hands and tossed it on the floor. "Tony what the hell are you thinking!" Gibbs whispered. Tony sobbed and covered his face in his hands. Gibbs held Tony close to his body and felt the man's body shake as he cried into his shirt. Gibbs rubbed his back soothingly.

"I can't..." Tony whispered and Gibbs rubbed his back.

"Can't what Tony?" Gibbs asked calmly.

"I can't do this... I work as a Navy cop... I'm a gay Navy cop, and Gorken said 'our kind' shouldn't be allowed in the Marine Corps!' and NCIS is a Naval agency...and..and..." Tony started to sob and Gibbs looked at Tony shocked.

"Tony, calm down. Okay? Listen, Tony.. Tony look at me..." Gibbs said softly. Tony looked up and Gibbs wanted to break. Tony's eyes were all rimmed in a red tint, tears falling down his face. "Tony DADT was removed. We are not in the Corps, we are a civilian agency Tony." He said. Tony sniffled and rubbed his eyes. Gibbs didn't know what to do. He'd never seen Tony like this, let alone suicidal. He worried about leaving him alone. "Tony c'mere." He said and Tony wrapped his arms around Gibbs' waist and laid against him.

"Gibbs...I'm sorry..." Tony whispered. Gibbs rubbed his back.

"Just promise me you won't ever try and do this again. I don't ever want to see this happen again. Ya understand?" Gibbs looked down at Tony's sad face and gently rubbed away the tears from his cheeks with his thumb. Tony's face was red from the crying, his chest slightly heaving trying to even out his breath. Gibbs rubbed his back.

"I need help..." Tony whispered. Gibbs nodded.

"What kinda help Tony?"

"Just...you... Please..." He whispered and closed his eyes, his body starting to shake a little bit. Gibbs smiled a little. Tony wanted him to be there.

"I'll do my best Tony." He whispered into Tony's ear and pulled him closer. A little while later, Tony had finally evened his breathing and the crying had stopped. Both men sat on the bed, shoulder to shoulder against the headboard. Gibbs spoke up first. "Why didn't you tell me Tony?" He said softly and Tony bit his lip and rolled his thumbs.

"About what? The thoughts or..." He trailed off. Tony swallowed hard and nodded, knowing what Gibbs meant. "I thought you would be upset or worse, even have me removed from the team." He said quietly. Gibbs patted his shoulder lightly.

"I couldn't do that to you, you know. I have no problem with sexual orientation." He mumbled, feeling his cheeks redden. Tony looked over to Gibbs and nudged his shoulder. "I'm..." He waited a second. Should he tell Tony? No one knew that he was bisexual. He kept it hidden all these years from everyone, even the Corps. The only person that knew was Shannon.

"You're what, Gibbs?" Tony turned to look at Gibbs and Gibbs looked up to see Tony sitting beside him, his legs crossed and his body facing him. Gibbs bit his lip ad sighed.

"I'm bi." He whispered and Tony looked at him in shock.

"You're bi? The bad-ass Marine, straight or so we thought, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, is bi." Tony said and looked at him, to find mockery and seeing if Gibbs said this just to make him feel better. "Wow. I...I never would've thought..." He paused. "What Gorken said today...What...was going through...your head.?" He said softly. Gibbs sighed.

"After hearing that, sure I was angry. I know he didn't say it but Francis, did." Gibbs said. Francis Herd was the man that killed Henry Miller, all because he knew that he was gay.

"Gibbs..." Tony said and put a hand on his shoulder. Gibbs looked up and gave a small smile to Tony. "I guess we kind of both were hurt by it..." He whispered and Gibbs nodded. "I just...took it a step farther..." He mumbled and Gibbs brought Tony closer.

"We'll get through it. Okay?" Gibbs whispered and Tony nodded.

NCIS