Well Mara, you convinced me! I'm going to be daring and put some of my terribly horrible fanfiction up on FFN! Since this is a favorite of mine, and I personally think it is very sweet, I'm putting Dear Kamui-san up first. ^_~
This fanfiction is Yuzuka. In case you are wondering, Yuzuka is Yuzuriha x Kamui romance, something me and Mara-Chan happen to like. If this couple offends you, please don't read on! If you find the idea interesting, please do ^^!!
This fanfiction is rated G, but I must warn you that there is a lot of Angst. The Romance is pure mush. Yuzuriha, Kamui, Kusanagi, ect do not belong to me, and I am not making profit off of them. They are (c) CLAMP! *bows*
Oh yes, and this is dedicated to the already mentioned Mara of Yuzuriha.nu ^^ You go, girl!
Dear Kamui-san
A Yuzuriha and Kamui fanfiction
Its me, Yuzuriha. I've been thinking about what it will be like when I get back from the shrine. None of you have gotten in touch with me over the past week! Is everything even OK with everyone in Tokyo? I hope so!
The only person who sent me a letter in Kusangi-san. Do you remember me telling you about him? He hasn't mentioned anything weird happening, but I just want to be sure. Is really horrible having to continually worry about the safety of myself and all of my friends. I'll just be grateful when this is all over, and I don't have to sleep scared at night.
Have you been sleeping OK? I hope so! I have been having problems here. Its just not the same. I remember how scared I was to sleep alone when this first started, and how you would come to my room at night and tell me stories to help me get to sleep, as though I was a small child. That was really sweet Kamui-san! I don't understand why you don't like to let everyone know how sweet you are. I hope you don't mind, but I told my grandmom that you were really nice. She was happy to hear that, and then she asked me if I had feelings for you. Can you believe that?
Well, I told her that I did have feelings for you, but I didn't know what kind. I really feel safe around you, Kamui-san, and I really miss you. Could it be that I am in love with you? I think it could be. I remember how much I blushed when I confessed to Kusanagi-san my love. I was so afraid that he would turn me down, but, he only smiled, and said he had no problem with me loving him. I was relieved, but he treated me like a little girl. Because I am a little girl, Kamui-san. Now I am starting to relize that he is a grown man, and I am a little girl.
But what I feel for you is so much different. When I think about you, I don't get dizzy or sick like I did thinking about Kusanagi-san. I just feel....Happy. I just feel like I want to be with you, and I want you to tell me stories and be kind to me like you were those nights I couldn't sleep. I want you to like me Kamui-san, but I think now that I also want you to love me. Do you think you could ever love me, Kamui-san? Or am I just being a stupid little girl?
I hope things are not weird after you read this letter...And I really hope you aren't angry at me. I miss you, and I miss everyone. Say hi to them all for me! Tell everybody I'll be home soon! And...Just think...Its almost the promised day. Soon this will all be over, and we can all be happy again!
Hugs and Kisses,
Yuzuriha-Chan
Kamui folded up the letter, and placed it back into his pocket. A single tear rolled down his face, as he placed a flower on the grave of Yuzuriha Nekoi.
"Rest in peace, Yuzuriha-Chan....I had feelings for you, too."
C+C to subaru@nji.com, the reviews form, or Seishirou.nu ^_~