The story is mine but the characters belong to Stephnie Meyer. I tried something different from the usual…..really hope you guys appreciate it ! Please Review.

It's been years but those ugly memories still spinned in her head. She hasn't visited him or her home town from ages and she didn't want to, she had no one there except him and now he's a big man, he's the CEO of Cullen textiles and mills. Everyday she thought of him and lied to herself that she's over with him but whenever she's alone she feels the emptiness swallowing her from within.

"Mommy , Mommy ! I want cookies" came the five year old Natalia running towards her and hugging her close to the chest.

She wiped those unwanted tears and stood up for her little angel again , the only souvenir of their love . She lived for her daughter , worked in a hotel with a sleazy boss only for her , her life revolved only on one axis and that was Natalia.

"Oh so my baby girl wants cookies, Mommy will give her if she brushes her teeth quickly " she said planting a soft kiss on her forhead.

"Okay Mommy ! Here goes the supergirl !" screamed the giggling little angel making her way to the wash basin.

She picked up the phone and dialed her colleague and her best friend Alice's number.

"Hello Alice!"

"Goodmorning Bella, what's up ?"

"I want you to do me a favor ?"

"Say it "

"Will you please drop Natalia to school today? has asked me to show up a bit early today ."

"Sure I always enjoy her company.I'd love to drop my princess!"

"Thanks !"

"Oh please! But bells be careful from that bastard's company !"

"Yeah! See you at work " and I put the phone down.

This was the way she lived for the past six years , she was totally changed, she was now pale and thin , those chocolate brown eyes which once twinkled now where swollen and red , her smile was now rare and was often fake. Each day of her life was difficult and the only ray of sunshine , hope or whatever was Natalia . She was Bella's only treasure , she wanted the best for her. Every night she read those old letters which he wrote to her and weeped over them , he flashed across her mind daily , that magical smile , those beautiful green eyes was all she thought about ! She's been struggling hard to live better and to step ahead but she failed miserably. She knew she had been a coward , she had been running away from everything but those memories were something she couldn't run from . She had learnt that there are somethings which needs to be faced and coped with and she was trying hard . She wasn't the common twenty –four year old lady who enjoys and cherishes each moment of life , Life has taught her lessons and she feared that things will fall apart again and she won't be able to bring them up together again.

"Mommy ! I'm ready !" blurted out the blue –eyed angel enthusiastically.

"Here are your cookies !" said Bella smiling lovingly towards her.

Seeing Natalia eat and sleep were the two best moments of her day. She cleaned her nappies alone , rushed to the hospital alone when she was sick. She was proud of the fact that she had been a strong single mother.

Bella paced slowly towards her room ,taking out a pencil skirt and a royal blue shirt for work , she quickly changed and was waiting for Alice to come to pick up Natalia.

Bella sat on the couch packing up books for her angel and idly wondering that will she ever get a chance to meet him again ? Is she still in his memories ? Is he still in love with her ?

Bella didn't have answers and she knew she was failing herself…She knew that it doesn't matter how hard she tries , he's going to stay with her because it's always been him just HIM…

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