After all you put me through

You'd think I despise you

But in the end I wanna thank you

'cause you made me that much stronger... 'Cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

It makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

[Christina Aguilera – Fighter]

Dear mom, dad.

I don't really know what to say. Should I need to be angry, that you left me alone? They told me that you died in a car-crash! What the hell? They didn't want me to go to Hogwarts! To the place that I REALLY belongs. Thank you for that. That made me Stronger. Should I be proud? For my destine and past? That Voldemort didn't kill me? And that I need to kill him, or die in trying? I met him in my 1st, 2nd, 4th, and 5th! Why? I faced more then you did! Thank you for that. That made me Fighter. I met Sirius in my 3rd year. He just escapes from Azkaban. Lupin was in Hogwarts, as a DADA teacher. In the end of the year, I met also Peter. I didn't let Remus and Sirius kill him. I thought, that it will better that he'll get a dementor kiss, or go to Azkaban. But he ran away, to Voldemort. He Help Him Go Back To His Body! When I first met the dementor, I heard someone scream. Not from something happy. I heard you, mom. I heard Voldemort killing you. In my 5th year, Sirius died. It's my fault! I didn't needed to go to the Department of Mysteries, I needed to learn Occlumency, and not to be such a fool! At this point, I almost started to cut my hands. It was to mach for me. But thank you, Sirius, for making my skin a little bit thicker.

I don't know, if I'll ever stand in front of you, If I'll be mad, sad, happy or something else. I know, that as mach that I want you to be near me, I have job to do here.

I miss you.

--- That's my first try for a short fic. I'm Sorry that it's *so* short ^_^ Next time ;)