Hey guys! This is my first fan fic and I'm really new at this so, be gentle... lol... And please review!!!
Seth and Summer are not together (it's not something that can't be fixed), Ryan and Marissa though are. I changed them a little. Oh, and there is no Zach, Lindsay or Alex (I don't know them yet, cause I'm only at the beginning of The O.C. so I just left them out of my story), however Anna exists.
Italic letters are for thoughts. – it's easier that way...
Disclaimer : I don't own anything from The O.C. (unfortunately... or not. sigh)
Summary: ... No, that can't be true, that mustn't be true. Afterall he's the bastard who left me. But a really cute bastard. With that puppy dog eyes and awful clothing and taste of music, which makes him so adorable. Makes him my Cohen. No, I can't think of him that way. It's just not right. But it feels right. What am I doing?... Summer dials with her new life around Cohen. What will happen?
Chapter 1 – Perfect Surprise
"I'm coming... " Seth said slowly walking towards door. It was 10 am on a Sunday morning.
Where is everybody? he said to himself as he opened the door and looked at the visitor confused.
"Summer?"
"Hey Cohen!" she answered and uncomfortably looked at him. As he silently stood there not showing the slightest sign of letting her pass she decided to break the silence.
"Umm... I came to see Coop, but she's not at home and I don't really feel like going home, so..."
Ok, this is not a good idea... What is wrong with me? I'm rambling. I never ramble. It's Cohen's job. Stop it Summer!
And she stoped.
"And you came to see ME?" Seth couldn't believe his own words.
"No, I didn't come to see YOU. I just thought that I could use some company..."
Again – not good. Can I just shut up?
She continued though
"Well, will you let me in or should I just go home."
Idon't wanna go home.
"Yeah, sure, come in." And he let her pass looking at her highly amused.
What's up with her?
Summer entered the living room and sat on a couch not sure of what she's doing. She's here, at Cohen's house, facing Seth who's waiting for her to say something. Man, it's really awkward, but she really doesn't have much to tell. Something's going on, she can feel it. She feels it every time she sees him, but she would never admit it. Yes, she wants him. She wants him back.
No, that can't be true, that mustn't be true. Afterall he's the bastard who left me. But a really cute bastard. With that puppy dog eyes and awful clothing and taste of music, which makes him so adorable. Makes him my Cohen. No, I can't think of him that way. It's just not right. But it feels right. What am I doing?
Seth looked at her for it seemed to be like ages. She was all he ever wanted. But she didn't want him. Not anymore. But, why is she here?
"Umm... Summer? Do you want something to drink?"
He woke her up from her "crazy" thoughts.
"Huh? No, thanks. I'm fine."
"Are you sure? I mean you look..." He couldn't find the words.
"I look what?"
"You look amazing."
Not the right words Cohen. I didn't mean to say that. Although she does look amazing. But that's not the point...
I look amazing? Did he just tell me that I look amazing. Oh, no, not the butterflies... not again. Damn it Cohen, right words... way to go. It's not his fault though... it's me and my stubborn little head... actually it's the heart... is it?
She was looking at her feet barely able to speak – her, Summer Roberts, who would've tell... She just managed to say "Thanks." and went silent again. But she didn't need to speak, he was doing that for her.
"I mean... well, that wasn't what I was going to say..." she looked at him "Not that you don't look amazing... it's just I think that there's something bothering you." He finally said it. And then he looked at her.
Why did I come? He knows me too well. He sees through me. It's too difficult to hide from him.
But she didn't want to hide. He was the only one who could see the true Summer. And she didn't mind. Untill now. Untill it wasn't about him. About the two of them.
"No, it's nothing. I'm just lonely. And Coop is probably somewhere with Chino. Can we just watch some movie or something. I don't really feel like talking. Can I just hang around here a little?"
"Of course Summer. Well, you just... you got me unprepared..." he smiled and sat next to her.
"And you need to be prepared to see me, Cohen?" she teased him.
"And what do you think?"
"I think you do."
"Oooh... that hurt."
"But you love it." What am I saying?
"Are you flirting with me?"
"I am. Am I?"
Seth laughed.
"If I didn't know any better I'd say you do."
She looked at him. He was sitting really close to her wanting to hug her, but hesitated. There was something in her eyes telling him she wants it too, but pleading him not to do it. She was really strange this morning. What happened to the Summer he was in love for, like, his whole life? The taugh girl who didn't let anyone mess with her. This Summer looked so vulnerable, but still not giving up. Like she had some inner fight, fight with herself. What was going on in her little Summer-world? He wanted so bad to be part of that world again.
"Yeah, well, you know better then that. Good for you." Summer touched his knee and got up. "I think I'm gonna take a juice. Want some?" she headed to the kitchen.
Seth got up and followed her.
"No, I'm fine." He stood at the door looking at her. She really looked amazing.
"What?" Summer asked smiling and pouring her drink.
"Nothing. You always surprise me. And do you ever not look perfect?" Why on earth did I say that?
"No, it's in my nature. I just cannot look un-perfect..." She grinned. There they are... butterflies again. Cohen, I hate you, hate you, hate you...
"My thoughts exactly." He turned around just to see the front door open.
A/N: Ok. That's it for the beginning. I need some thoughts and support, cause as I said it's my first and I don't know what to think about it. I think I'm more confused then Seth and Summer…lol… I don't know what to do with it. I just go with the flow. Well, that can't be bad, right? Just please review!!!!!!!!! It will mean a lot!!!