Disclaimer Naruto is propperty of Masashi Kishimoto sama and TV Tokyo
another little one shot on sasuke's feelings, hope u like it
I've lost track of time, it seems so long ago since I last saw you. That afternoon was snowing; we were walking outside and I told you about this mission. A little tear came down from your bright blue eyes when I said I was leaving for so long. You held me in your arms and kissed me gently. The time stopped as we both shared that magical moment, and my heart was filled with warmth.
I left early that morning, you still were sleeping but I couldn't wake you up, you seemed like an angel who had dropped from heaven to land in my life. I gave you a little kiss in your cheek but you didn't noticed. I smiled as I contemplated you so peaceful in your dream. It makes me wonder, what were you dreaming, was it about me?
What I want the most is to be your everything. I don't know how much you love me, but you can be sure no one will ever love you like I do. How much I whish I could be by your side right now, to tell you all this in person, to hold you and to take care of you until the end of time, but I can't.
I know you don't like what I do, but the truth is that no matter how many people I have to kill, or what kind of stuff I have to do, the reason for me becoming an ANBU was to protect you, and that I will do until I have no breath left in me. It's amazing the things one can do for love. Now I know that despite of my tragic past, of my mistaken decisions and of the difficult path I follow, it is love what drives me now, not rage, not hate, not anymore.
When I came back, you were there waiting, you accepted me, you supported me, even when everybody else doubted, you trusted me. It was you who drove me to take control of my life again, who gave me hope, who loved me without asking anything in return. And it was to you to whom I gave my heart, the heart I once thought I didn't have.
All the time I spent with you is the most wonderful part of my life, our good and bad moments, all the joys and all the fights, your smiles and tears are my most precious treasure, they make me forget what I've been through. Being by your side is the best thing that ever happened to me, even when I was lost in confusion, it was you who I longed for. And of course, you gentle smile took me away from the darkness.
It is so difficult to express all that I want to say in a simple piece of paper, but I hope you'll understand what I mean. Knowing that I might never see you again, that I might die fulfilling my duty, what keeps me going is the hope that you will be waiting. I think of you all the time, and it is you who gives me strength to keep going, and please never doubt that all of my life is yours.
Sorry for this lousy letter, but in these circumstances, I really needed you to know all this. I apologize if I never told you before that I love you, and I wanted you to know that I'll do my best to get back to you, but if that were not the case, never forget that you were always in my mind.
i know is short, but it is supposed to be a little letter so...