Prologue

I bet you'd never believe me if I told you insanity helped me go back to normal- or as normal as I can be. No, you'd most likely call me a liar, like everyone else. I've already been admitted to three different nut houses, and then They brought me here. But what if, even for a second, you saw my world? Very few are invited to my world, and even fewer come back out. But still nobody believes me. You've heard of Alice in Wonderland? Imagine this wonderland as a horrid maze of confusion; mirrors scattered everywhere so you can't tell up from down; inhumanly twisted grins lying upon each and every person you come across; a mess of blood red rose petals following your feet, as if watching you; the dreadful full moon perched in the center of the slightly-lighter-than-blood red sky, day and night; black clouds twisting their way around the sky. It truly is a fascinating world, if only the visitors lasted longer than a couple days. Question is….Can you find the key to my demented little mind?

04-16-03

So, I don't think I've introduced myself properly. My name is Silver- no, I don't know my last name. I'm thirteen years old. If you're wondering, I've been enclosed in my world for eight years. Yes, from a young age I've been keeping this magnificent place secret from intruders. To tell the truth, I don't remember a thing from when I was little- other than my Wonderland.

My doctors say this journal is a good way to let this all out. But I know the real reason. They've been experimenting with me, doing lots of tests. Sometimes with a strand of hair, a drop of blood, or a nail clipping. Other times, with mental games. They think they can find the key. Wait, I'm going too far ahead. Let's go to where it all started.

I was always smarter than everyone, so I started school when I was three. I remember still getting harder work than the rest of the class. I hated being downgraded to their level. So I just stayed away; I created my own world. One that needed a key so nobody could get in. So I did it. At the age of five, I locked myself in my Twisted Wonderland and threw away the key. Yeah, I still lived and ate and did normal stuff, but whenever I wasn't doing that, I hid and had tea with my giant stuffed teddy bear.

Bye-bye, will I see you again? I hope so-!

04-19-09

Hi there again. Why am I in such a bad mood? They…They did it again. The tests…they were too rough with the prick this time. Now my whole hand is covered in white gauze….They'll pay. I'm sick of Them and their mysterious plans.

Just. Wait. And. See.

You'll help me, right? I need you to help me. Make sure you find the key, and then destroy it. Then you can join us for tea-! If you can make it…

But still, there's a lot you don't know about me, like how Alice in Wonderland was always my favorite movie when I was a toddler, or how my teddy bear's name is Alfred, or how I should be in the 8th grade, but if I was still attending school I'd be in 11th grade, or how I'm trusting you with my life. But now that you know all this, I must welcome you into my world properly.

Oo-O-oO

"One day, there was a lonely little three year old who would let nobody get close to her for fear of losing them. That little girl's name is Silver. One day she comes home crying, of course her parents don't notice. She locked herself in her room and started writing. She wrote until her fingers were slowly bleeding. Then she stopped talking and doing anything unnecessary. Because her parents always fought and worried about money, they didn't notice the lingering absence of their only child. It truly was a sad truth, but Silver didn't mind. She swore that day that if anyone tried to get to her eternal tea party, she'd have them killed by the variation of Tooth Pixies and Gabberbots and Mirror-trappers and such. It was very rare for a human to find Silver's garden. If they did, they would join the never-ending tea party as well."

Oo-O-oO

But you…you're different. You're like me inside. You can help me. Of course, if you're willing to risk your life. There are many of my wonderful creatures in my Wonderland. I don't have enough time to tell them of you, but it's still worth it for me to be freed of my Twisted Wonderland.

I guess it's time to show you the beginning of your journey. You must leave at midnight. That's the only time the door opens, and it's only for a minute. Of course you'd think that you have to bring food and supplies, but none of that is needed. I sound pretty mature, don't I? It comes and goes, but Alfred always sees me as a thirteen year old. No older, no younger. I feed him a lot of sweets so he stays healthy-!

I can't wait to see you, if you make it. It's always hard for people to find me, so I'll be calling for you. Don't worry; I know who you are so I won't keep you here. Unless you fail me, that is….

A/N- Okay, well this is my first ever fanfic and I hope you like it! But of course I can't make you like this...Such a shame, though. Please review; it doesn't really matter whether you criticize me or do the opposite (I forget what it's called... o3o). It still means you took time out of your life to review this. Umm, what was I gonna say? Gomen, I forgot. Oh! Sorry if it's short...I tried my best, though.