This is my very first time writing a Glee fanfiction. I wanted to try something a little different so I am writing this.
It will be what Kurt's life would have been like if he went to "spy" at Dalton, but Sebastian was already there and was Blaine's boyfriend. It will be in Kurt's point of view unless I want to change it at some point.
It starts off as soon as Kurt is at Dalton finding Blaine on the staircase.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Glee. I don't wish I did either, because that way I wouldn't be surprised every episode about what happens. There is dialogue from the episode "Never been kissed." But don't worry. I give the Glee writers full credit for that. I have added my own dialogue in their though too ;)
Kurt's POV
I walk into Dalton Academy and immediately notice the difference. This isn't a school. This is like a five star hotel with classrooms. Everything is quiet and peaceful. McKinley is never like this. There is always that one annoying noise there that will never EVER go away. Here, however, there is this peaceful, soothing silence I have been envying.
Suddenly, a bell rings and students in the same navy and red blazer come running out of classrooms. They are all heading in the same direction, talking excitingly amongst themselves. What is going on? I make to this grand staircase that most students are running down. I reach out and tap the nearest person on the shoulder. He turns around, and I quickly say "Excuse me, can I ask you a question? Im new here."
He smiles, and I realize that he is amazingly handsome. He has his hair heavily gelled back, but I can see the curls threatening to pop out. And his eyes, oh, his eyes are gorgeous. They are hazel, almost yellow. But they are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. "My names Blaine" he says and extends his arm. I am shocked. I half expected him to yell at me for interrupting his journey to wherever he is going.
"Kurt" I reply, shaking his hand. As we shake, I notice how well our hands fit together and how incredibly warm his hands are. "So what exactly is going on?" I ask still confused besides my inner obsession.
"The warblers." He says as if it was obvious. I remember that was the glee club we are competing against. "Every now and then they give an impromptu performance in the senior commons. It tends to shut the school down for awhile."
"So the glee club here is kind of cool?" I ask. Then I sort of regret it, because if I was new, how would I know about the warblers?
"The warblers are like rock stars!" he says proudly. I think he may be a little over the top, but you never know, they might be really good. "Come on I know a short cut"
He takes my hand and I feel a burst of electricity shoot through my hands. I smile and he runs into an empty hallway with me trailing close behind. I feel like I am in heaven, being held by a beautiful angel. He pushes open two big doors. And I immediately hear the loud noises of the whole school chattering away excitedly.
I notice that everybody looks the exact same, and despite my attempt to blend in, im not doing very well. I look at Blaine and say "I stick out like a sore thumb"
"Well next time don't forget your jacket new kid. You'll fit right in" He says, pulling the collar of my coat and winking at me." now please excuse me." Then he leaves and goes to stand in the middle of the room.
The warblers start to hum and before I know it, Blaine is singing.
You think I'm pretty, without any make-up on, you think I'm funny, when I tell the punch line wrong, I Know You Get Me, So I Let My Walls Come Down
Down...
I think I have just fell in love with this boy, just hearing him sing these two lines. However, Blaine is no longer looking at me. As soon as the song started, he was looking at one of his fellow warblers. This boy has brown hair, styled casually. His face somewhat resembles a meercat. It makes me wonder if this is Blaine's boyfriend. I hope not, because that ruins my chance with Blaine. All the warblers sing the chorus, but then meercat face sings the next verse, staring right at Blaine and smiling.
We Drove to Cali, and Got Drunk on the Beach, got a Motel and, built a Fort out of Sheets, I Finally Found You, My Missing Puzzle Piece, I'm Complete
When the song is over, I clap very loudly because wow, that was impressive. Blaine comes over to me and says "So, did you like it?" and I nod and am about to say something when meercat face comes over.
"Wow killer, nice job!" he winks at Blaine before saying "I thought I asked you to stop over-jelling your hair!" He puts his arm around Blaine's shoulders and asks "And who do we have here? A little spy from a different school?" He glares at me playfully.
"Look like it! I think we should report this!" Blaine yells. I have this feeling of panic in me. Report this? Report this where? Oh god, what is going to happen? Blaine obviously sees my panic and says "Relax, we were joking."
"You were" Sebastian says and Blaine playfully hits his arm. "What? I think he deserves a little punch or two for spying" Oh my god, I need to get out of here.
"I am so sorry for coming here but I just had questions and"- before I can say anymore Blaine cuts me off.
"Kurt we wouldn't do that. Dalton is good place, really. Here let us- meaning me, Sebastian here, and my two friends Wes and David, - have some coffee and talk. I'll go get them. Come on" and he moves Sebastian's arm from his shoulders and walks In the direction of an Asian boy and African American boy.
15 minutes later.
I am sitting in the Dalton common room around a little table. Wes and David sit on either side of me with Blaine on Sebastian's knee on the chair across from me.
"I have to say, it is very civilized for inviting me for coffee before you beat me up for spying" I say looking over at Sebastian who seems more interested in staring at Blaine. I wish I could do the same.
"We're not going to beat you up. We thought you were such a terrible spy, it was sort of endearing. " Wes says.
"Which made me think spying wasn't the only reason you came here."
"Can I ask you guys a question? Are you all gay?" They are LAUGHING at me. Really, what is so funny about that?
"No. Well, we are obviously." He points to himself and Sebastian. "But these two have girlfriends"
"This isn't a gay school; we just have a zero tolerance for harassment policy. Everybody gets treated the same no matter what they are. It's pretty simple."
"It took Sebastian here a big lecture to realize that harmful words are a way of bullying, isn't that right Seb?" Blaine asks him. Sebastian smiles at him.
"Sure did. A big, long, boring lecture. But I have learned my lesson! At school I will never do anything harmful! I swore of it!"
"You mean you will never do anything harmful anywhere?" Blaine asks, cupping Sebastian's cheek with his hand.
"For you, yes, I will never hurt anybody or their feelings." He replies smiling, pushing his lips together. Blaine accepts that answer and kisses him. I get this overwhelming feeling of jealousy inside of me. I am getting so angry I just want to punch Sebastian right in the face.
Luckily, they only do this for about 10 seconds before Wes clears his throat. "I believe we were here to talk to Kurt, not watch you two suck faces."
"Right, sorry" Blaine says, blushing slightly. I find this so adorable and apparently so does Sebastian because he wraps his arms around Blaine's neck. "Could you guys excuse us?" Wes and David nod and walk out of the room. Sebastian, however, stays. "Blaine, I thought we were going to study together after school? It's after school!"
"Please Seb? Just for a few minutes. Look there's Jeff, go talk to him." Blaine whispers something in his ear that makes him smile.
"Okay fine. I'll miss you" He kisses Blaine's cheek and walks out of the room, quickly turning around and saying "Nice meeting you Kurt" Oh, I wish I could say the same for you buddy. Blaine watches him leave with love and passion in his eyes I have a whole bunch of steam in my head again.
When Sebastian is gone from sight, Blaine turns back. "I take it you're having trouble at school?"
"I'm the only person at my school that's out of the closet, and I try to be strong about it but there's this Neanderthal who's made it his mission to make my life a living hell. Nobody even notices. It's like background noise at this point"
Blaine sighs. "I know what you mean. I was taunted at my old school and it pissed me off. I even complained to the faculty and they were sympathetic and all, but nobody really understood. They were like, 'Hey, I mean, if you're gay you're life's just supposed to be miserable or something. Sorry. Nothing we can do.' To me, gays are sort of the last group that it's okay to make fun of. So I came here… simple as that. So you have two options. I mean, I'd love to invite you to enroll here, but I know that Dalton's tuition is sort of steep and, you know, it's not an option for everyone. Or you can refuse to be the victim. Prejudice is ignorance, Kurt. I can guarantee you that the guy that's bothering you, for some reason, you scare the hell out of him. But it's a perfect time to teach him a lesson"
"How" I ask.
"Stand up to him! Call him out! I ran, Kurt. I didn't stand up. I let those bullies chase me away. And I really, really regret it."
"Truly?" I whisper.
"Truly. To be honest with you, I didn't know how I could stand with how cowardly that was. I was ashamed I was still alive." I can relate to that. I think like that all the time sometimes. I don't know how I go on at times, too.
"How did you get out of that?" I ask, truly curious. He seems so happy and full of life, like nothing could ever bring him down.
"Sebastian came into my life. He made me see the good in me and how I can't be anything but myself. He taught me I shouldn't dwell on the past, but instead look towards to the future.
"Sebastian taught you that" I ask doubtfully. Sebastian doesn't seem like the type of person that could comfort you when in need for it. But I have only met him once. First impression wasn't very good though.
"Sebastian can be a handful. He can be very cocky too. But he is also very kind and loving and I don't know what I would have done without him." Blaine explains, looking very distant with everything on his mind.
"Well, I should probably get ready to leave. Don't want to be late for family dinner" I say. That is only half true. I don't think I would be able to stand any longer today with Blaine talking about how amazing Sebastian is.
"Hey, before you go, give me you number. If you ever need anything, just ask. Im always ready to help" Blaine smiles.
After we exchange numbers and get pictures of each other for the contact, we say our goodbyes.
Blaine and I walk out of the room together, and we immediately spot Sebastian sitting on a bench, waiting for Blaine. "Took you long enough" he says and pecks Blaine on the lips. "Study time?" he asks.
"Study time" Blaine conforms. "Bye Kurt, text me later" and they walk off, Sebastian's arm around Blaine with Blaine's head on Sebastian's shoulder.
I literally run out of the building. I feel so upset that Blaine is taken. He seems so in love with him it's not like I will ever get the chance. But, I got a better chance I ever did with Finn.
I can't seem to feel mad though. Blaine is so caring that he took time with his boyfriend to comfort me, give me advice.
I start, the car and turn on the radio. After a few minutes of searching, I hear Teenage Dream of all songs come on. For the first time, I hear a true meaning to this song.
Let's Go All The Way Tonight
No Regrets, Just Love
We Can Dance Until We Die
You And I
We'll Be Young Forever You Make Me
Feel Like
I'm Living A Teenage Dream
The Way You Turn Me On
I Can't Sleep
Let's Run Away My Heart Stops
When You Look At Me
Just One Touch
Now Baby I Believe
This Is Real
So Take A Chance
And Don't Ever Look Back
Don't Ever Look Back
And Don't Ever Look Back
Don't Ever Look Back
So, that was the first chapter. Should I continue? I don't know if I should or not.. Hmm that is tough. I will decide from you guys ;)
Review… that's how I know to continue or not.