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Song for this chapter: Four letter word by Cash Cash

Chapter rating: M


~Love me like a four letter word, my fantasy is more like a curse, profanity is what I deserve, cuz I'm an animal and I want you to love me like a 4 letter word~

Izaya smirked as Shizuo pinned him to the wall, switchblade flung in a random direction, it had only been a matter of time until the monster would catch him after all, today just happened to be that day.

"Neh~ What is Shizu-chan going to do now that he's caught me?"

He was completely confidant that he could take anything Shizuo threw at him, Shizuo hated him but even so Shizuo wouldn't want to kill him, no matter what he said on the subject.

Shizuo just glared

"I hate your guts Flea what do you think I'm going to do?"

Izaya just laughed

"I don't think Shizuo's going to do anything. At the most I'll go home with some bruises."

Shizuo pushed him harder against the wall with a snarl

"Don't underestimate me Flea."

Izaya smiled

"I'm overestimating you Shizu-chan! I don't have a single bruise yet. I thought Shizu-chan hated me~ Maybe he likes me more than he thought."

Shizuo saw red and brought his arm back, ready to punch Izaya's lights out but then he stopped, a smirk of his own forming, his smirk grew bigger when Izaya's eyebrows drew together slightly as if confused.

"You aren't scared of pain Louse? Then what are you scared of? You love humanity but have YOU ever been loved?"

Izaya grimaced, Shizuo was being unpredictable again, this is why he hated Shizuo, he rolled his eyes

"Shizu-chan asks weird questions. I'm not scared of anything. And of course not all of my humans love me but some do. It's a tragic fact that you can't please everybody."

Shizuo just smirked again

"Not that kind of love Izaya. Let me make it clearer, have you ever been fucked?"

Izaya stiffened surley the protozoan didn't mean-? No. He wouldn't. It was just a way to mess with his head. Izaya laughed

"I didn't take Shizu-chan for the type to make those kinds of jokes. But for the record, I haven't. Humans are best when loved from afar."

Shizuo's smirk turned wicked and he couldn't help but laugh

"It wasn't a joke Flea but I'm surprised you're still a virgin. There were some rumors in high school that never got cleared up."

Izaya frowned, rumors? He'd never heard of any rumors about himself that implied he was promiscuous in any way... he'd heard all the other rumors but not those? And if Shizuo wasn't joking then why would he even care?

Shizuo chuckled at the look of consternation on Izaya's face and moved to grab Izaya's wrists in one hand, bringing them up over Izaya's head till they were pressed against the wall over Izaya's head. His other hand moved slowly down Izaya's side until he reached the edge of Izaya's shirt.

For the first time that night Izaya began to feel worried, what was Shizuo planning? He shivered slightly as Shizuo's hand slid under his shirt and over the tender skin of his stomach. Izaya was confused and slightly worried, where was Shizuo going with this?

Shizuo's finger dipped into his bellybutton and Izaya couldn't help but gasp, finding his voice suddenly

"Sh-shizu-chan what are you doing?"

Shizuo just smiled

"It's a four letter word Flea. I wonder if you're smart enough to figure it out."

Izaya opened his mouth to protest but Shizuo's hand brushed his nipple and all that came out was an odd squeak, blush rising to his cheeks. Shizuo smiled and brushed over it again, rubbing the pad of his finger over it gently and Izaya squirmed slightly.

"Sh-Shizu-chan is weird..."

Shizuo laughed

"Still haven't figured it out Flea?"

He pinched Izaya's nipple roughly and Izaya cried out, pain and slight pleasure shooting through his chest and down to his groin. Shizuo grinned and did the same to Izaya's other nipple causing Izaya to yelp, squirming again at the pleasurable pain.

Shizuo grinned at the look on Izaya's face, confusion and pleasure written all over it. Shizuo began to ease Izaya's shirt up over his head, Izaya struggled but it didn't do anything and soon Izaya was shirtless, Shizuo was glad Izaya had chosen not to wear his signature jacket today.

Izaya shivered as the cool air and Shizuo's heated gaze met his bare skin. His mind was racing frantically to think of a way out of this... situation. He still had no idea what Shizuo was doing but he did know it was weird, he almost wanted Shizuo to just punch him and get it over with. Predictable Shizuo was much preferable to this odd intense Shizuo.

Shizuo made sure Izaya was looking at him before he leaned down and licked over Izaya's nipple, the jolt of arousal that ran up Izaya's spine made him arch and gasp. Shizuo smirked and licked over it again before pulling away slightly and blowing a breath of cold air over it gently.

Izaya whimpered, arousal shivering up his spine and couldn't help the moan that fell from his lips when Shizuo took the hardened nub into his mouth and gently scraped his teeth over it. Izaya bit his lip, determined not to let anymore sounds out. Wherever Shizuo was going with this Izaya wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of anymore reactions.

Shizuo licked over the hard nub one last time before moving upwards to Izaya's neck. He placed a small kiss at the junction between Izaya's neck and shoulder before biting down. Izaya's back arched slightly and he hisses at the light pain. It hurt but it felt good as well. Shizuo smirked as he sucked a hickey onto Izaya's neck, licking over it in apology.

As he sucked bruises into Izaya's neck, causing Izaya to his and squirm, he slid his hand downward over Izaya's toned stomach and began to unbutton his pants. Izaya froze, it suddenly clicked what Shizuo was trying to do. He felt stupid for not realizing it sooner.

"H-hey!"

He stuttered as Shizuo pulled his pants and boxers down around his calves in one swift motion. Shizuo ignored him in favor of staring at Izaya's arousal, which twitched traitorously at Shizuo's heated gaze.

Shizuo grinned

"You're already hard Flea? I haven't even gotten started."

Izaya flushed and glared slightly though the effect of the glare was hampered by his flushed face and dilated eyes half lidded with pleasure.

Shizuo pulled his own pants down next before leaning his hips against Izaya's grinding their cocks together. It didn't take long before Izaya was trembling and Shizuo was hard. Shizuo smiled and brought his hand up to Izaya's mouth, smoothing Izaya's lip away from his teeth. Shizuo tapped a finger against Izaya's lips

"Open up Flea. The wetter you make my fingers the less this'll hurt."

Izaya grit his teeth but opened his mouth anyway, he knew enough about what was going to happen that he'd need to get Shizuo's fingers really wet. Reluctantly he closed his mouth over Shizuo's fingers, tongue dancing over and between them trying to coat them with as much saliva as he could supply.

Shizuo grunted and pulled his fingers away from Izaya who was trembling in anticipation and a tiny amount of fear. He'd never thought about having sex, it just hadn't been something he'd ever worried about. Sure he'd masturbated but he'd never gone farther than what was necessary to get himself off. Now he was going to lose his virginity to this monster and he had to wonder where his confidence at the start had gone to.

Shizuo brought his hand down between Izaya's legs, keeping them apart with his own leg as he rubbed lightly over Izaya's entrance before slipping a finger inside slowly.

Izaya grimaced, it didn't quite hurt but it didn't feel very pleasant either. Shizuo slowly entered another finger and Izaya gasped as the stretch started to hurt. Shizuo noticed his discomfort and moved his fingers carefully and with purpose, hooking them just right and brushing over something that had shots of lightning arching up Izaya's spine.

Izaya's vow of silence broke immediately as he cried out and Shizuo smirked, prodding at that spot continuously as he added the third finger. Izaya didn't even notice.

When Shizuo thought Izaya was ready he pulled his fingers away and stroked over his own cock once, smearing as much of the leftover saliva on himself as he could, pulling one of Izaya's legs up over his shoulder and the other around his hip before lining himself up with Izaya's opening and slowly beginning to push inside.

Izaya made a broken noise, back arching trying to get way. It hurt, oh god it hurt, but then Shizuo hit his prostate and Izaya couldn't help but moan brokenly. Shizuo had stopped right against his prostate as he held still to let Izaya adjust.

Izaya trembled, hips squirming and every movement brushed Shizuo against his prostate. Izaya could barely even think, soft moans falling almost constantly from his lips.

Shizuo smiled and Izaya whimpered as Shizuo began to move in a slow, steady rhythm. He managed to at least brush Izaya's prostate every time he thrust in and Izaya was almost sobbing at the pleasure, barely noticing when Shizuo let go of his hands to hold his hips up.

"Fuck you're tight Flea."

Izaya just wrapped his arms around Shizuo's neck, burying his face against his shoulder as Shizuo began to speed up his thrusts. He couldn't control his noises anymore

"Ahh! Sh-Shizu-chan!"

Shizuo just grunted speeding up his pace even more, thrusting hard and fast. In a distant corner of Izaya's mind he realized he'd definitely have bruises on his back after this. The thought was driven from his head immediately however when Shizuo's hand came down to stroke over his dick.

Izaya could only moan as Shizuo stroked him and pounded his prostate at the same time. He felt a sensation like a coil tightening in his stomach, getting tighter and tighter as Shizuo thrust. Shizuo gave a particularly hard thrust as he thumbed over the head of Izaya's cock and Izaya cried out as the coil snapped

"Shizu-chan!"

Then he was coming all over Shizuo's hand and his own stomach. Shizuo grunted as Izaya's tight walls clenched around him and then he was coming as well, hips thrusting erratically as he emptied himself inside of Izaya.

They stayed still for a few minutes longer before Shizuo removed himself from Izaya with a tired smirk

"Ever figure out that four letter word Flea?"

Izaya just glared, effect hampered by his tired and disheveled appearance. Shizuo grinned

"That's what I though."

Izaya just pulled away from the wall and began to gather his clothes back into their rightful places, sending Shizuo weary glances every now and then. Shizuo just laughed and lit a cigarette, fixing his own clothes absentmindedly. Izaya grabbed his switchblade and shot Shizuo one last glare before limping his way to the end of the alley.

Shizuo smirked

"Oi Flea!"

Izaya turned to him with an annoyed look. Shizuo smiled

"If I catch you again I'll do a lot more than that."

Izaya glared and turned sharply on his heel, stalking away the best he could with a limp. Shizuo just laughed, today was a good day.