(I'm a chronic unfinisher of stories. I know I'm a decent writer, but I lose interest if I'm not encouraged. So no telling how long this one will live.)
Short trimmed nails dug hard in to the muscle and flesh of his shoulders. Normal circumstances would have made him wince with the contact, but not this time…no…this time he took a sharp intake of air. Electricity and adrenaline shot through his body. Thick calloused fingers gripped tightly in the coils of dark hair beneath him.
The thin, sinewy body beneath him seemed pure muscle, tendon, and bone.
But still so very feminine.
Those lithe legs coiled around his hips to lock him in place deep within her. Their bodies instinctively moved in tandem. Panting, gripping, scratching and caressing.
He knew she was close by the way her walls closed around him in a rhythm. Her gasps became whimpers that escalated in to quietly controlled moans.
"""SSSSTTTOOOOPPPP!"""
"Ben!?" Rey screamed out as her orgasm overtook her with the surprise.
Poe had been close too and despite Rey screaming out their enemies name he couldn't hold back.
She laid there with her hands covering her face as he rolled off of her and hastily got dressed. It was bad enough she screamed someone else name…but that name?
"Poe…please…it's not what you think." Rey whispered.
Poe tossed his head back and laughed derisively; "No? You weren't thinking of fucking a Knight Of Ren?"
"No..I wasn't. Truly. I haven't had this happen with him since I left after Snoke's demise."
He stopped after having shoved his new flight jacket over his shoulders and looked down at her. Her hands slid down her face until her arms covered her small breasts. Damnit all to hell when she looked at him with those doe-eyes. He tried to soften his expression as he raked his fingers through his sweaty hair.
"You saw him while we were…" He trailed off. Disgusted by the fact his enemy would have seen him in such a vulnerable position.
She shook her head and screwed her eyes shut. For a moment he thought she looked just as violated as he did. But it was a fleeting moment that was replaced with anger and shame. He grabbed hold of his belt with his holster and blaster in it and struggled getting it clipped around his waist because of the trembling.
"Poe, no, I mean he didn't see us…I…I didn't see him."
He was no longer listening to her nonsense. The clip clicked in place.
"I heard him scream 'stop'." She whispered after having sat up with the thin blanket wrapped around her and curled in to herself.
"Well then he got what he damn well pleased, didn't he?" Poe whispered dangerously as he turned and left the room.
Kylo sat up in his bed. Covered in sweat and terror. His wide shoulders heaved and shook as the images in his dream refused to dissipate but crystallize.
Despite himself a choking sob gripped his throat and it was all he could do not to scream out again.
He wept.
But it wasn't a release of pain. Of waking from a dream to the realization it was just a dream. The beginning of healing from the trauma. This was searing and twisting. Mutilating and escalating.
He took his shaking frame from his bed but got caught in his own blanket and crashed to the floor.
If only the physical pain of smashing his cheek off of the unyielding floor could have balmed his inner pain.
"How could you do this to me." His voice was so broken and raw. Despite the deep bass of his voice he sounded like a wounded child.
"You seen our future together…As clearly as I. It was meant to be us!"
"No." He heard her voice through the force.
"You can't escape the dark side. I've seen it. You accept it! YOU JOIN ME!" He bellowed and started bashing dents in to the metal floor with his bare fists.
"You embrace the light, Ben. You leave the dark behind. I've seen it."
"MY NAME ISN'T BEN!" He roared out his reply.
And just like that the link was gone. What started the link back up since she left him he couldn't imagine.
Damn that Snoke.
If he had never done this to them she wouldn't continue to torture his soul. The odd connection he felt through her with the force in his interrogation would have remained a curious puzzle soon forgotten. If they had never touched hands through the force neither of them would have seen this future that simply could never be.
How could the force show them the same destiny so differently?
Because you're only seeing what you want to see
What the hell was that?!
Kylo stood up and ripped the blanket from his legs. He knew it was a voice from the force, but it wasn't Rey's. It was a mans voice he had never heard before…yet was somehow so familiar.
He knew better than to answer it as he could feel it radiated with light. Kylo chose to suppress it and ignore it and snuff it out with the power and rage of the dark side.
Rose had her arms crossed and sneered with jealousy when Finn and Rey reunited every. Single. Time.
If one had been gone on a mission, or they both had, once they were together again they embraced like long lost lovers. Going so far as sometimes cupping the others face in their hands.
It made her blood absolutely boil.
After all it was her that saved Finn's life! It was her that told him she loved him! Yet he still drooled after her and followed her like a little…a little…Some pathetic life form she couldn't even decide on.
They were sitting together and giggling like children as they ate their lunch. Like nothing in the universe was wrong and no one else in the room was even there.
Rose pushed away her food a little too forcefully and it crashed to the floor from the other side of the table.
"Damnit…" She whispered as her face turned scarlet.
Poe sat down beside her lazily and shoved some food in his mouth. She looked at him with such shame while his face betrayed nothing going on inside him.
What a jock!
"What do you want…" She wanted to say it forcefully and make him leave but it came out as a meek whisper.
Poe tried to give a crooked grin while his cheek was stuffed with food. He actually choked a little bit as he swallowed and smacked the center of his chest gently with a fist.
"I just noticed you were the only other person here that finds their relationship something more." Poe said plainly.
Rose's face deepened even more. Her skin felt hot as beads of sweat popped up like dew.
"You need to relax, girl. I'm going to sound stupid saying this but you know they're just friends, right?"
If looks could murder he knew he would be nothing but ashes when those black eyes turned on him. He decided to elaborate.
"He's been a stormtrooper his entire existence until recently. Do you even think he knows what sex is? His feelings for Rey are strong, but that's because besides me, she was the first person to look at him as a human. That's bound to instill loyalty in someone."
"I don't even want to think of someone touching that stick." She growled deep in her throat and stood up.
Poe grinned rakishly because she couldn't see what anything with a penis could. Rose wasn't sheltered and understood the look for what it meant and felt sick for it. She rolled her eyes and scoffed as she turned and left the room.
Kylo meditated.
…what you want to see…
But that voice kept repeating in his mind! Whose was it!? Why was it contacting him!?
WHY COULD HE NOT CONTROL HIMSELF WITH THE FORCE?
He knew he was the strongest living entity now in the force. No other Knight had the powers that he possessed. Rey was strong but untrained…She didn't count.
"Whoever you are, you need to leave me be. I want nothing to do with Jedi spirits. The jedi are dead and the sith have petered out. There is nothing left but my knights. I have brought balance back to the force like my grandfather couldn't."
…wrong…
Kylo growled and pulled out his lightsaber. Savagely he whipped it around to release the tension and rage inside of him. To quell the light that tried to sparkle deep within him.
When he finished and his surroundings came back in to focus his thoughts returned to Rey.
Would there never be peace?
He knew what he had to do.
For him to create peace and control in the universe he couldn't just finish off the jedi. No. He had to also finish off Rey.
If she couldn't see her own destiny the way he, a master, had seen it then there was no help for her. She was literally a loose cannon with the force untrained in her so recklessly.
