Chapter 1:

Disclaimer:  I wish I owned Knuckles.  But then, wishes aren't reality.  Ok, Sonic, Knuckles, Tails and anyone else belong to Sega and whoever else they belong to.  Don't sue me. 

Chapter 1

            No…he can't be dead.  Sonic refused to accept the fact.  How could Knuckles, his faithful friend through thick and thin, be dead?  How?  It didn't seem possible, and yet the truth was staring Sonic straight in the face.  He had caused Knuckles' death.  And Knuckles was dead.  And nothing would ever bring him back.

Sonic couldn't even begin to believe that Knuckles was gone forever.  It had been only yesterday that he had seen the echidna, and it felt like an eternity away.  Sonic felt like just curling up into a ball and leaving the world to itself.  He wanted to be alone, and not have to face the harsh reality.  Knuckles is dead, and I can't do anything about it.  He wanted to cry, but he couldn't.  Because heroes didn't cry.

"Sonic?" Tails' voice interrupted the hedgehog's grief.  "Sonic, are you there?"

As the furry orange fox dashed over to the hedgehog's side, Sonic couldn't suppress a grin as his foxy companion tripped over a stone and flew into a bush.  But he soon became serious and grave again.

"I killed him," Sonic told the bush soberly.

"You can't say that," the bush replied, as Tails tried to crawl out.  "Ow!  There's thorns in here!"

"Why not?  It was all so clear, but I messed it up so nicely.  He was counting on me, but I failed him," Sonic buried his head in his hands.  "I can see it.  I made the mistake."

"No." Tails was finally out of the bush.  "Everyone makes mistakes, Sonic."

"But no one gets hurt when you fly into a bush.  This time it's different.  Someone died because I didn't do my job.  What if it happens again?"

"It won't," Tails flicked his twin tails earnestly, "it won't.  You'll learn from this time."

"It might happen again.  I don't want to risk it."

"So you're gonna give up?" Tails demanded.

"Not give up, just leave," Sonic replied sharply.  "I don't give up."

"You just did," the fox raised his voice slightly, then his tone softened.  "Sonic, nothing you do now will bring Knuckles back from the dead.  Stop blaming yourself."

Sonic blamed himself still.  Scenes flashed through his memory.  "Sonic, go!  Now!  Save yourself…" Knuckles, gasping for breath, blood running from many wounds, barely able to talk anymore.  He held Knuckles' gloved hand, felt the heartbeat leave his echidna friend.  Tails tugging at him.  Sally yelling through the radio for him to leave Knuckles and go.  Tails dragging him away as Robotnik appeared ... leaving Knuckles behind.  Dead. 

He didn't remember anything else about the mission.  Sally had said he had been hit on the head.  Concussion.  And Sonic wished he hadn't remembered Knuckles' death. And how he had let the echidna down.

"Why?" Sonic said softly.  "Why Knuckles?  Why couldn't it have been me?"

"That's not for you to ask.  Knuckles wouldn't have blamed you."

"Everyone says that."  Sonic struggled with his grief in silence.  Tails sat down beside him also silent.  He missed Knuckles too, but he knew the Freedom Fighters couldn't lose both Sonic and Knuckles.  Especially since Sonic was the leader.  Knuckles' death hurt everyone deeply, and Sonic most of all.  Tails hoped that, by some miracle, that Knuckles were still alive.

"I would give anything to see Knuckles again," Sonic echoed Tails' thoughts.  Little did he know how much he would live to regret that statement.

White-hot light pierced the metal chamber.  A sharp, loud whine split the air, growing in intensity.  Green light now.  Bright.  Painful.  Bathing the creature in the chamber.  An eerie glow.  Crackling electricity shooting in blue arcs through the chamber. 

The sharp clank of metal against metal.  The fusing of metal and flesh into one.  Steel encasing the body like a half-shell.  Plated over arm, eye, legs.  Programming invading the mind.  Taking over courage, loyalty, goodness.  Replacing with anger, hatred, cunning.

Evil laughter in the background as the red creature inside the chamber writhed and twisted in the grip of the nightmare that was totally real.

Ok, thanks for reading.  Please review, 'cos if nobody thinks its good and worth continuing, then I'll just dump it.