I know this one's weird; but I couldn't help it. Every time I hear the line just gonna stand there and watch me burn. I think of father using his fire on Nigel.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
Have you had enough? Father asked; Nigel looked up. Doesn't matter you're just gonna stand there. And watch me burn; but that's alright because I like the way it hurts. No I'm not just stand here; and hear you cry. That's alright; because I love the way you lie Nigel whispered.
I love the
Way you
Lie
I think you've learned you're lesson father said. You'd better not try that again; I don't want to have to hurt you again. I know you're lying; but I love the way you lie Nigel whispered.
I can't tell you what it really
Is
I can only tell you what it
Feels like
And right now there's a
Steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I can still fight
While I can fight
Why is Nigel fighting me? I'm giving him everything he could ever want. Father thought; maybe he's afraid of being hurt. He's not afraid of anything; and he's been hurt before. But he's never been hurt like how you're hurting him. And he's never had as many rules as you're giving him. So it's my fault he keeps leaving he thought sadly.
As long as the wrong
Feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more
That I suffer
I suffocate.
Hmp Nigel's making me suffer; and is suffocating me when he tries to leave. And I love it father thought; as he went to find Nigel.
And right
Before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
I feel like I'm drowning; but before I do Nigel resuscitates me. Why would he do that if he hates me? Father thought.
She fucking hates me and
I love it. Wait where you
Going? "I'm leaving you." no
You ain't come back we're
Running right back. Here we
Go again. It's so insane
Cause when it's going good.
It's going great
Hey where are you going? Father cried; as he saw Nigel dragging a suit case. I'm leaving he said calmly. No you're not! Father screamed; Nigel just pulled his suit case along.
I'm super man with the
Wind at his back,
She's Lois lane. But
When it's bad it's
Awful. I feel so
Ashamed I snapped.
Who's that dude?
Father grabbed Nigel's bag; you're not leaving. Yes I am Uncle Ben; father snapped. And slapped Nigel across the face. Ahhh! Nigel screamed; as father's flames made contact with his skin.
I don't even know his
Name. I laid hands on
Her. I'll never stoop
So low again. I guess
I don't know my own
Strength
Father realized what he did; I'm sorry Nigel. I know I never should have laid a hand on you. I'll never stoop so low again I swear.
Just gonna stand
There and watch me
Burn. But that's
Alright because I like
The way it hurts
Nigel shrank back as father reached out. You're just gonna stand there; and let me burn he whispered. No I'm not its ok I like the way it hurts he thought; as father hugged him.
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry. But
That's alright because I
Love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Nigel cried as father looked at his wound. Just gonna stand there; and hear me cry he thought. I'm sorry, Nigel father told him. It's ok because I love the way you lie, Uncle Ben he thought.
You ever love somebody so
Much you can barley
Breathe. When you're with
'Em. You meet and neither
One of you even knows what
Hi 'em. Got that warm fuzzy
Feeling
Nigel please believe me you're my nephew; I love you. And I don't want to hurt you. Nigel just looked down. I don't care whether you love me or not Nigel thought.
Yeah, them those
Chills you
Used to get' em. Now
You're getting fucking
Sick of looking at him.
You swore you'd never
Hit him. Now you're in
Each other's face
See wing venom in
Your words when you
Spit them
Nigel looked at father angrily. I'm leaving; and you can't stop me he said grabbing his bags. I'm leaving forever! He cried.
You push pull each other's
Hair, scratch claw hit him.
Throw him down pin him.
So lost in the moments
When you're in them. It's
The rage that took over it
Controls you both
No you're not! Father screamed; knocking the bag from his hand. You're not leaving Monty; you can't! Father cried grabbing Nigel's arm.
So they say you're
Best to
Go your separate ways.
Guess if they don't know
You 'cause today that was
Yesterday. Yesterday is
Over. It's a different day.
Sound like broken records
Playing over but you
Promised her. Next time you
I knew it Nigel muttered; what? You don't care about me. You just miss my dad Nigel said; pulling out of father's grasp. No Nigel that's not true; I care about you. I love you, you're my nephew.
You don't get another
Chance. Life is no
Nintendo game. But you
Lied again. Now you get to
Watch her leave out the
Window. I guess that's
Why they call it window
Pane
Enough! Nigel cried; I've had enough of this. You say you'll never hurt me then. You'll never hurt me; then I wind up with this! Nigel cried; pointing to his burnt and bruised cheek. Just tell me one truth do you actually care about me at all?
Just gonna stand
There and watch me
Burn. But that's
Alright because I like
The way it hurts
Of course I do how could you think I was lying to you? Father cried; grabbing Nigel. He gonna burn me to death. But it's ok because I like the way it hurts Nigel thought; as he felt his arms burn.
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry. But
That's alright because I
Love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.
Father wrinkled hi nose as he smelled something. He looked down; and immediately let go of Nigel. As he realized that he was smelling burning flesh. Nigel I'm sorry it won't happen again. Lie to me; as much as you want Uncle Ben. I love the way you lie he thought.
Now I know we said things
Hit things that we didn't
Mean. And we fall back into
The same patterns same
Routine. But your tempers
Just as bad as mine is.
You're the same as me
Nigel please let's stops this stupid routine. You know your temper's as bad as mine is. You're the same as me father said.
But when it comes to
Love
You're just as blinded. It wasn't
You, baby it was me. Maybe
Our relationship isn't
As
Crazy as it seems. Maybe
That's what happens when a
Tornado meets a volcano
Nigel I know I've been a bad uncle; but I'll change. I'll get anger management. Just stop this routine please.
All I know is I love you too
Much to walk away.
Though. Come inside, pick
Up your bags off the
Side walk. Don't you hear
Sincerity in my voice when
I talk. I told you this is my
Fault
Fine Uncle Ben I'll stay; I'm an idiot for believing him I know. Nigel thought; as father banged his arms. Nigel everything's my fault; but I'll make it right father told him.
Look me in the eye ball.
Next time I'm pissed,
I'll aim my fist at the
Dry wall. Next time,
There won't be no next
Time. I apologize even
Though I know its lies.
Nigel look me in the eye, I swear there won't be a next time father told him. I'm apologizing; but I know its lies father thought sadly.
I'm tiered of the games I
Just want her back.
I know
I'm a liar. If she ever tries to fucking leave again.
I'm a tie her to the bed and
Set this house on fire I'm
Just gonna
Father stared down at Nigel sleeping in his lap. I'm tired of the games. I know I'm a liar; and if he ever ties to leave again. I'm gonna tie him to the bed; and set this house on fire. He thought; as he ran a hand through Nigel's hair.
Just gonna stand
There and watch me
Burn. But that's
Alright because I like
The way it hurts
Nigel's right if he's in pain; all I do is stand there. And watch him burn; he says he likes the pain. But he's obviously lying father thought hugging Nigel close.
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry. But
That's alright because I
Love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie
All I do is stand there; and listen as Nigel cries. He says he loves the way I lie. I think that's the only thing he's ever said he loves about me. father thought shedding a few tears.