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Chapter one : When all stars go blind

The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light

Usagi stood in the park waiting for her lover , Mamoru . She knew he always walked across this place to get to the arcade but this time was going to be else for him . She was going to suprise him with a present she bought , but she didn't know , that this day would be different for her too .

When she saw him , he was walking there together with another girl . A friend from school Usagi guessed .But when she saw they were walking hand in hand something inside her began to get suspiciuos . ' he wouldn't , would he ? '

And there it was . Usagi's greatest fear became reality all of a sudden when Mamoru kissed her blonde girl . First she thought she was dreaming . But deep inside she knew she had lost her love , her believes , Mamoru .

Mamoru didn't even seem to notice Usagi was standing there because he continued making out with that girl . Tears were now streaming down her cheeks and for a moment she closed her eyes . Just trying to get the image out of her head but she couldn't . Why did Mamoru cheat on her , why didn't he tell her the truth , it would've hurt but not as bad as it hurt now .

The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by

Her closed eyes flew open , all the joy was gone and now replaced with something that was never seen on her face , Hate . Everything she ever trusted in now seemed to be a lie all of a sudden . ' Well Mamoru , Minako was right . You are nothing but bad news . I chose you over Seiya who loved me endlessly , I'm sure he wouldn't have done this. But i was too damn concerned about our future to think clearly . Guess i was mistaken .' Then she turned around not even giving them a second look and walked away . He wasn't worth it and she wasn't planning on making a big scence . ' The next time he'll come to me and act all sweet i'll show him ! '

She had to pretend she was mad , she had to think those evil things because if she didn't she would give in to the pain . The pain she wasn't ready for yet . Not now , not ever.

Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

The next day was one which almost was the same as all others . There was a senshi meeting and Minako and Usagi came late as always . But there was one difference . Rei didn't yell at her because she was late . In fact Rei just let Usagi do her thing . The others , including Usagi were suprised .

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

'' Rei are you feeling alright ? '' Minako asked causing all of the senshi to look at Rei who just nodded pretending not to understand what Minako meant .

'' Yes why ? ''

'' Well ...'' Ami started blushing a bit . She didn't want to let it come out as a bad thing , because she actually enjoyed this peace without that constant fighting .

'' You are too nice ! '' Minako said , finishing Ami's sentence .

'' You can't be TOO nice .'' Rei said calm smiling a bit .

'' No that's true but that doesn't count with you '' Makoto said .'' I don't wanna sound mean or soemthing because i really don't mean it in a bad way but , care to explain why you and Usagi haven't even started one little fight ? ''

Usagi looked up too . She had been too deep in thoughts to know what was going on in the real world but when she heard her name she snapped out of it .

'' I just don't feel like fighting today .'' Rei stated as if it as the usual routine .

'' Okay ...'' Minako said , still not believing it .

When the meeting was finally over they all wanted to go and do their things but when Usagi stood up Rei stopped her . And ther eit came . The worst words Usagi had ever heard in her live .

'' Usagi , can we talk ? ''

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

R&R I know there are spelling erros . But please note that my computer is suffering from stupidness and i can't check the spelling . Anyway let me know what you think.If i don't get enough reviews i won't continue !