Habit

Disclaimer: I wouldn't be writing a fanfic if Shaman King belonged to me.

Yoh's PoV

You know, this world we live in, it's full of irony.

It's ironic how while humans puts up all those envionmental campaigns, it is humans that destroy the environment the most.

It's ironic how some things starts from forcing ones self  but turns into habit and habits are so hard to break.

Much like the world, our world, my life is full of irony as well.

It's ironic how a once lonely person like me, can have so many friends now.

It's ironic how out of all the habits I have, the one that is the hardest to break, is the one which got me those friends.

My friends. They know that it's not possible for someone to take everything in a stride with a smile. But they let me. Why?

Because they are not willing to believe cold hard facts.

They believe what they want to believe

Not what is given.

I guess it's better this way. To hide my sorrows behind my smile. Somehow, it has become a habit. To smile my sorrows away, I mean.

Oh well ...

Habits are hard to break afterall.

The End

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