A/N: I wrote this in Enrichment one day when I had nothing to do except listen to the evil supervisor. I don't even like Akito but I had to write this because of an RP that HPontopoftheworld and I were doing.


Spiral

The Sohma family has been my life since the day I was born. For the first few years of my life, I was actually happy. Then my father died and that was when the life I was promised began to slip away. Each thing that went wrong was like a sharp turn on a road that no longer went where I wanted. Kureno's curse broke and I made him stay with me. Now I see how wrong that was. Years later, the rest of the Zodiac began to misunderstand. First Shigure betrayed me and took Yuki away. Then Hatori, Hiro, Isuzu and Hatsuharu tried to branch out. I brought them all back and they stayed. As much as I hated to admit it, none of them were really happy. Even the adults wished to be free of me in some part of their hearts.

Then Honda met us. She moved into Shigure's house and found out about the curse. I let her stay for one reason. I wanted to test to Zodiac. See how loyal they were to me. Not very loyal, as it turned out. They all began to want things, freedoms they could never reach. It sickened me. I tried, again and again, to bring them back to the correct path, but they always found some way to deviate.

My promised life is now so unreachable that I can't even remember what it looks like anymore. I used to be able to see it, crystal clear before me, but now it has faded to something much less perfect. The road has twisted in ways I could not have possibly imagined. And I can't stand where I am now.