Hey! Ok guys this is my first kingdom hearts fanfic. The pairings are R/S and there is major Kairi bashing. And please, yaoi means guy/guy pairings. If you don't like yaoi? Then don't be a dumb ass and read this story. It plainly states that its yaoi so if you don't like yaoi and you still read it, well that just makes you stupid, no? So please review. I do not own kingdom hearts or any other franchise thing that might get mentioned in this story. So no suing please I'm not that rich.

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plain italics…dream sequence

bold italics… flash back

"Riku! No don't leave me!" Darkness surrounded Sora as he fell to his knees staring at Riku's retreating back. He felt wet tears wind a salty trail down his cheeks. Riku turned his head slightly so that Sora could see the side of his face, long silver bangs obscuring his eyes. "Sora.." Riku spoke so softly Sora barely heard him. "Sora…" Suddenly Sora was standing under a lamp- post right outside what looked like a pub. He turned around and found some stairs. Sora wondered around till he came to a huge black building that looked like as school. Out of the front double doors walked a man that he had never seen before. He had long silver hair past his waist, and his eyes. It was his eyes, almost mako blue, that captivated Sora the most. But for some reason Sora knew that this man was here to hurt him. He wanted to run but couldn't. Sora stood rooted in his place... When the silver-haired man got close enough to Sora he pulled out a long saber-like sword. "DIE!" and with that he slashed Sora's stomach. Then suddenly there was a flash of bright light. "NOOOOOOOO!"

Sora woke with a start. He was panting heavily and sweating profusely. Staring around his room Sora realized that it was just a dream, a freakishly real dream.

Sora could still feel the tears running down his cheeks, then he noticed that he really was crying. He stared around his room, illuminated by pale moonlight. The clothes he had shed from a hard days work were strewn about from the bathroom to his dresser.

His bathroom door was slightly ajar so that he could hear the "drip drip" from the bathroom sink. 'what the hell was that dream about?' The realness of the dream frightned him. 'who was that man that tried to kill me?'. 'was the man Riku, only older?' At the time it seemed a possibility considering how long it had been since Riku had moved away.

Instead of pondering on this more he decided to try and get back to sleep, but for awhile, sleep alluded him. Sora couldn't tell if it was minutes or hours but his eyes finally closed and his mind surrendered to peaceful sleep.

The next morning Sora thought nothing of the terrifying dream that had shaken him from his peaceful slumber earlier in the wee hours of that morning. Rousing himself from the bed he turned his alarm clock off. Sora, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and yawing, headed over to his dresser and began rummaging through it.

"Mom!" Sora yelled "Where are my black pants!"

"In the wash, Honey!" She answered, her voice drifting up the stairs to Sora's room.

"Dammit!" Sora pouted, he loved his black pants. 'oh well' he thought with a sigh. He went to his closet and pulled out a black, tight-fitting shirt that said "Lost and Lonely" in fancy purple letters, and some black knee length pants with an assortment chains hanging of off them.

Sora grabbed his shoes and made his way down stairs to the kitchen. On his way down something began nagging at the back of his mind that bothered him, but as usual he just brushed it off. That usually happened whenever he had had a weird dream.

Mrs. Mohasu, his mom, was floating around the kitchen in her usual manner, putting up dishes etc. She was morning person, the complete opposite of her son, that much was obvious.

" How was your night sweetie? Did you sleep alright?" she inquired.

"It was alright." Sora answered dryly. " I had a weird dream last night but I can't remember what it was! GAH! I hate when that happens!"

"Yeah, I know what you mean, Sora" his mom answered absentmindedly as though she hadn't heard a word he had said. " Go ahead and sit down, your breakfast will be ready in a minute." She said motioning to one of the black bar stools.

Sora sat down and waited for his mom to bring him his breakfast of eggs, bacon and grits, but it never came. Instead what he got was a bowl of Raison Bran Cereal. It seemed as though his mom had turned into something of health nut over the past two years.

"MOM! This stuff is gross!" Sora practically gagged, as he just stared at the disgusting cereal set before him.

"Well" Mrs. Mohasu shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly, "you can go hungry until lunch." Sora donned his famous pout and stalked out of the kitchen, stomach growling in protest, as his mother started to laugh. He stalked through the living room and out the door.

It was pretty hot outside. Sora felt like he was frozen fish that had just been set into a fire. He looked around for any sign of life on his street and spotted his girlfriend running toward him. "Sora!" she called. "Hey Kairi!" He ran up to her, hugged her and was greeted with a kiss. Sora sighed into the kiss, not from pleasure but from something that had been bothering him as of late.

At the beginning of their relationship about four months ago, there was so much passion in their kisses, but now from kairi's end they felt very lazy and half-hearted as though she regretted kissing him. A couple of weeks ago Wakka had told him of Kairi's deceit.

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"Dude, Sora! I'm telling ya man! Ya gotta listen to me! Kairi really is cheating on you!" Sora just blankly stared at Wakka trying to process what he had just been told.

Sora sank to his knees in front of Wakka not wanting to believe what he had just heard. Wakka hated seeing Sora like this, but he couldn't go on watching Kairi use his friend like this.. "Look, I hate to do this, but if you don't believe me just follow Kairi when she goes to one of her little " dance lessons". You'll find that the only dancing she will be doing is the horizontal tango."

The next Monday found Sora creeping behind some boxes following the supposed love of his life. From the looks of it she really was heading to the danced studio, Sora sighed in relief. But then she took a turn that made Sora's stomach lurch. She was heading toward the docks.

Sora followed after Kairi when she had reached the other little island they all called Destiny Island. "where the hell did she go?" as sora reached the dock on Destiny Island he realized that he had lost where Kairi went. So he went to the shack, he found nothing. The result was the same when he look in the tree house and on the other side of the island. Then he thought of the one place he had not checked. The secret hiding place.

As Sora neared the mouth of the cave he heard some noises. 'Bingo' he thought. Upon reaching the inside of the cave, to his horror he saw a shirtless Kairi wreathing and moaning under the touch of the infamous playboy in their junior class, Axel. Sora felt his hold on reality snap, and he went into a rage. He ran up to them and began to kick Axel in the stomach screaming like a mad man.

Kairi's screamed when she saw Axel being lifted from off of her by Sora kick. " Sora! NO!" she yelled, but to no avail because Sora couldn't hear her. He was too busy beating the shit out of Axel. "Sora! Snap out of it! Please! You'll kill him of you don't stop!" Kairi screamed. What Kairi said had gotten through to Sora. He stopped and looked at the now unconscious and bleeding Axel.

Sora just stood there trying to catch his breath and trying to comprehend what he had just done. He walked back from Axel until he felt his back touch the other side of the cave, he just sank down and hugged his knees. "Sora?" Kairi questioned walking up to him after having put her clothes back on. She reached her hand out and softly touched Sora's shoulder. He roughly brushed her hand off " don't touch me whore." Kairi flinched at the venom he held in his voice.

Sora stood and turned to walk away, but Kairi grabbed his arm and stopped him. He didn't know why he stopped but began berating himself for doing so the minute she started talking. "Sora" she said softly " I know what it looked like, but please believe me, I love you and I would never want to hurt. I don't know why I did what I did and I know nothing I can say can ever make up for it, but please believe me when I say that I love you."

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Sora didn't know why he had believed her. He thought it was because that he had wanted so badly to believe her conniving lies that he did. So here they were back together and relatively happy. "Sora? Earth to Sora? You still with us?" Kairi asked waving a hand in front of Sora's face, bringing him out of his stupor. "Yea, sorry, just spaced out there for a minute." "So" Kairi asked, " what do ya want to do today"? "Hmmm" Sora pondered as they started walking down the sidewalk. "We could go to the beach and hang with Wakka, Tidus, and Selphie." Sora offered optimistically. "Alright!" Kairi exclaimed. They proceeded to go and fetch the afore mentioned people.

The sun was just setting as a dark figure strode across the cobblestone street towards the heartless he had just thrown to the ground. Squatting down so that he was eye level with the vile creature, "Where is he, you ass, tell me and maybe I'll spare your life or just insure you a quick and painless death." the hooded figure growled at his victim.

The thing being attacked gave an ear-shattering screech, but the hooded figure was able to understand its horrible screeching language.
" He was transported back!" It wailed, " Back to where he came from!" After it spoke those words there was a bright flash and the creature was gone. The hooded figure stood up and walked towards a set of steps, muttering "I'll find a way to get back to you, don't worry. I'll get back to you, Sora. I promise."

DUN DUN DUN!

Well… that was nerve racking for some reason. And remember now that this is my first Kingdom Hearts fanfic AND my first yaoi fanfic. And now my fingers are tired so I think that I am going to leave it at that. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! REVIEW! Hmmm if I get atleast some reviews I will be happy and update. Enjoy the story!

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