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Author's Note: Twinkylady's challenge: Write a suicide note/open letter/journal entry from a character about whom you've never written any substantial amount. Topic is your choice. And just to make it fun - no more than 500 words.
Summary: This is a response to Twinkylady's challenge over at Stormfreak's Haven.
Finished With It All
Dear X-Men,
I'm sick of the world at the moment so I'd like to take this time to write my note of goodbye's and a few apologies.
I'm sorry Jean, for all of the pain I've caused you. I truly do love you, but I can't handle it right now. It's very childish of me, and stupid the way I've decided to deal with this. It's my choice now, and I'm sorry. The times we spent together were wonderful and I will think of them always, but you and I weren't meant to be, I think you know what I'm talking about. Goodbye Jean, I will love you forever and always even if you don't feel the same way.
As much as I don't want to say this now; I'm sorry Logan. I'm sorry for always arguing with you about Jean, about everything. I have to tell you the truth, and the truth is that I don't particularly like you Wolverine, but I'm sure you know that and also feel the same way. I'm not saying this to make you feel guilty or anything, but I just wanted you to know. I also want you to know that you're alright. Still not liking you, but you're alright.
For Jean and Logan both; You may hate eachother now, and I'm not liking to admit this, but I think that maybe you guys were actually made for eachother. Keep good company and I hope that you are happy together.
Everyone else; You've been a good team, good friends, and companionship. I don't want any of you to blame yourselves for what I'm doing, it's my fault and mine alone. Thank you Professor Xavier for all you have taught me, I'll never forget you.
I'm finished with it all, even though taking my own life probably isn't the best decision.
Forever and always,
Scott Summers a.k.a. Cyclops
Author's Note: Twinkylady's challenge: Write a suicide note/open letter/journal entry from a character about whom you've never written any substantial amount. Topic is your choice. And just to make it fun - no more than 500 words.
Summary: This is a response to Twinkylady's challenge over at Stormfreak's Haven.
Finished With It All
Dear X-Men,
I'm sick of the world at the moment so I'd like to take this time to write my note of goodbye's and a few apologies.
I'm sorry Jean, for all of the pain I've caused you. I truly do love you, but I can't handle it right now. It's very childish of me, and stupid the way I've decided to deal with this. It's my choice now, and I'm sorry. The times we spent together were wonderful and I will think of them always, but you and I weren't meant to be, I think you know what I'm talking about. Goodbye Jean, I will love you forever and always even if you don't feel the same way.
As much as I don't want to say this now; I'm sorry Logan. I'm sorry for always arguing with you about Jean, about everything. I have to tell you the truth, and the truth is that I don't particularly like you Wolverine, but I'm sure you know that and also feel the same way. I'm not saying this to make you feel guilty or anything, but I just wanted you to know. I also want you to know that you're alright. Still not liking you, but you're alright.
For Jean and Logan both; You may hate eachother now, and I'm not liking to admit this, but I think that maybe you guys were actually made for eachother. Keep good company and I hope that you are happy together.
Everyone else; You've been a good team, good friends, and companionship. I don't want any of you to blame yourselves for what I'm doing, it's my fault and mine alone. Thank you Professor Xavier for all you have taught me, I'll never forget you.
I'm finished with it all, even though taking my own life probably isn't the best decision.
Forever and always,
Scott Summers a.k.a. Cyclops