Now that I'm lying here,
Why is it that I don't feel any older?
Why is it that I can't stand it being over yet?
I hate being the only one left.
I hate being here and being forced to watch it all fall apart.
I hate what the great sand trio has become.
I hate how the invincible rookie nine has shattered into so many pieces that it can no longer be fixed.
I hate remembering childhood days where God knows how we where so carefree.
I hate watching my team fall apart.
I hate there being so little of us left when we were still so young.
I hate weddings.
I hate funerals.
I hate war.
I hate peace.
I hate the lives lost in victory
And in defeat.
I hate having to grow up.
Would you believe me if I told you -
That by 7 my cousin was my best friend.
Would you believe me if I told you -
That by 11 my cousin and childhood friend wanted me dead.
Would you believe me if I told you -
That in the chuunin exams I was willing to let him hurt me, break me, kill me if it would make up for what my father had done to him.
Would you believe me if I told you -
That my crush became an ally a friend the leader of our jounin team when I was the only one left standing. The only one left breathing.
Would you believe me if I told you -
That I cry myself to sleep.
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