Invasion
The nights too dark, I can't see anymore
Hide in my shell, to help heal the sores
Frightened of whom, I'm not anymore
Finding it hard, to try and close the door
Struggling with life, as time passes by
Pushed into decline, by some sad and messed up guy
It's easy to blame, the giver of pain
But this reaches far and deep into my veins
Like an instant reply, it all comes back
When you least expect it, it hits you, then black!
Your mind filled with the past, the tears in my eyes
It's not too pleasant, so look to the skies
Remember the moments, you were out of control
Hiding my head, to try to save my soul
It's not unusual for it to ruin your day
So all I can do, is to sit down and pray
To pray for the others, locked in a life
As they had no say, as to their trouble and strife
All I can see is the thousands like me
Lined on a wall and ready to flee
But life's like this for some and has been for me
It's not always their fault, who cares and who sees
You try to get in and you're met with a frown
So don't push to find, what hurts them inside
Talk to them straight and you'll open the gate
It takes time and effort, to release all their pain
As all too often, their tension falls as rain
I know all these things, it's happened to me
It wasn't my fault, his door, his masculine bolt
Although scared forever, I'll live with the pain
I find it easy now, to stop all my rain
©Poet Lordy (M Britton) 1996.
