AN: okay so here is part five, I just want to say thank you, thank you all so much for reading and reviewing my stories, I've never been very confident in my own work but all the good feedback I've been getting has really been helping with that problem so again thank you and please read and review and again thank you-Andy
Disclaimer- unfortunately I don't own One Tree Hill but I do own Emilie and the baby.
I sit on the couch alone for the fourth night in a row I've had without sleep, every time I close my eyes I see myself trapped in that car, rapidly filling without water, feeling as if I can't breathe and afraid of losing our baby. I haven't told anybody about the accident, not even Haley, I know they would all just worry,
I suddenly feel Julian wrap his arms around me "did I wake you" I ask as I give he a small smile, as he joins me on on the couch and pulls me in close just as he did when he saved my life "No I just can't sleep without you next to me" he answers placing a soft kiss on the top of my head, We stay seated for hours just watching the fire burning in the fire place, silently thinking of what could of happened.
I awake to the sun streaming in and the sound of my daughter starting to wake, I smile as I realize I had finally gotten some sleep even though it was only a few hours worth, I look up to see that Julian is still asleep with his arms firmly around me, I gently get up being careful not to wake him and walk over to Emilie's bedroom, I smile as I see her beautiful hazel eyes staring at me "hey baby girl" I whisper as I walk over to her crib and lift her into my arms and we sit together in the rocking chair. I grin as I see the small yet amazing smile that she only shows when she sees Julian appear on her face and I look up to see him standing in the door way "morning daddy" I say to him as he walks over to me and lifts Emilie into his arms and places a kiss to her check "morning mommy" he replies kissing me, I smiled up at him yawning a small yawn which causes him to look at me seeming a little worried "go back to bed for a few hours, we'll be right here when you wake up" he told me as he helped me to my feet. I nod as I place a kiss to Emilie's cheek before walking into my bedroom and laying down on my bed.
As I close my eyes I see myself trapped again and unable to breathe, I lay for hours not wanting to Julian to be more worried than he already was, I just need to feel as if everything was normal, even if it was just for a little while.
The End
AN2: okay so I. guessing you've all read this (dah) so I was hoping you all would please review it, tell me what you liked and what you didn't like (well maybe not what you didn't like) but yeah some feedback would be amazing, you are all the ones that are helping me with my confidence in my work, so for that Thank You and please keep reading and reviewing-Andy