I'm Not Him
Part 1
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon!!! I hate disclaimers!!! How the freak would I own Digimon??? I'm not even Japanese!!!
* Author's Notes are in asterisks and I tend to swear so read the no swearing version if you don't like it. You people shouldn't flame about me swearing too much I have enough consideration to write a fic with no swearing for you people! *
~Matt's POV~
Well there he was with her again, flirting, talking doing the usual. Now why can't I do that? Wait I could, it's just that I never get the chance to. Damn it Tai, all I need is a few moments with Sora and we can connect, she could be mine. She's so beautiful and graceful, I need her. There has to be a way for me to reach her heart and push Tai away. God, Matt think!
I glance over to them and see her smiling up at him. I wonder what their talking about. Should I interrupt them? Yeah, why not! So I walk over there and say "Hi."
"Hey Matt," Tai says.
"Hello," says Sora. She seems distracted...I wonder what's wrong.
"What's up?" I ask.
"Oh, nothing we're just talking," Sora said.
"About what?" I ask.
"Nothing really," Sora answers. Did I interrupt at a bad time? Maybe she was going to tell Tai something important! Maybe she was going to tell him that she cared about him, could that be it?
"Oh okay, see ya later!" I said and walked away. Why is it that I always seem to be walking away from them? It's not freaking fair! I feel as if I'm always going to be a third wheel to them. It's always going to be Tai, Sora and Matt. Why can't it just be Sora and Matt? I know it's because of Tai! When I'm around them I feel like shit, worthless shit. I shouldn't put everything on Tai but I can't help it. I feel so alone, sure I have Gabumon, T.K., and everyone else but damn it I need someone to love and hold. I really think that person is Sora.
"Hey everyone dinner's ready!" Kari called out. I walk to camp and notice everyone's there except for… yeah the usual Tai and Sora. I wonder where they are…
"Hey, where's Tai and Sora?" Joe asked. I guess I'm not the only one who noticed.
"Probably off somewhere," Mimi mumbled.
"What?" Izzy said. He seems surprised.
"Oh you know there's more going on between those two," Mimi smirked. What?!?! No way!!! Not Sora and Tai…she's meant for me! Damn it Tai! This is just so freaking unfair! When is my turn with Sora??? I need to make a move soon…
"What?!?!" Joe exclaimed. Wonder what's up with him…
"You mean you didn't notice?" Kari asked him.
"Notice what?" Izzy asked.
"Holy crap you guys are so oblivious!!! Can't you tell that Tai likes Sora and Sora likes Tai???" Mimi exclaimed. She does??? No!!! Mimi has to be lying.
"No… I never noticed, well maybe a bit," Joe said.
"Well they need some time to express their feelings for each other and hopefully they're doing that right now," sighed Mimi.
"Matt you've been awfully quiet," T.K. said.
"What? Oh sorry," I said.
"What's wrong?" Mimi asked.
"It's just that-" I began.
"Hey guys sorry we're late!" Tai said. So here they are.
"Where were you?" Joe asked.
"Where were by the lake," Sora said.
"Oh okay anyways dinner's ready!" Mimi said.
I could barely eat during dinner; my eyes didn't leave the sight of Tai and Sora. I saw everything, their awkward glances, their faint blushes and Sora's light giggles. How I envied Tai so much but also despised him with such a hatred that was indescribable.
"Mat you haven't eaten anything," T.K. pointed out.
"I'm not that hungry," I told him. He was so young and innocent; he couldn't understand the stress and pain I went through day in and day out.
"Okay," T.K. chirped. I hope that he won't have to go through the pain I have to go through when he's older.
"I'm stuffed," Tai said and walked off. I saw Sora's eyes on him the whole time. I pained me so to know that my chances with her were very slim but I would not give up.
End of part 1
I hope you people like it so far!!!
Part 1
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon!!! I hate disclaimers!!! How the freak would I own Digimon??? I'm not even Japanese!!!
* Author's Notes are in asterisks and I tend to swear so read the no swearing version if you don't like it. You people shouldn't flame about me swearing too much I have enough consideration to write a fic with no swearing for you people! *
~Matt's POV~
Well there he was with her again, flirting, talking doing the usual. Now why can't I do that? Wait I could, it's just that I never get the chance to. Damn it Tai, all I need is a few moments with Sora and we can connect, she could be mine. She's so beautiful and graceful, I need her. There has to be a way for me to reach her heart and push Tai away. God, Matt think!
I glance over to them and see her smiling up at him. I wonder what their talking about. Should I interrupt them? Yeah, why not! So I walk over there and say "Hi."
"Hey Matt," Tai says.
"Hello," says Sora. She seems distracted...I wonder what's wrong.
"What's up?" I ask.
"Oh, nothing we're just talking," Sora said.
"About what?" I ask.
"Nothing really," Sora answers. Did I interrupt at a bad time? Maybe she was going to tell Tai something important! Maybe she was going to tell him that she cared about him, could that be it?
"Oh okay, see ya later!" I said and walked away. Why is it that I always seem to be walking away from them? It's not freaking fair! I feel as if I'm always going to be a third wheel to them. It's always going to be Tai, Sora and Matt. Why can't it just be Sora and Matt? I know it's because of Tai! When I'm around them I feel like shit, worthless shit. I shouldn't put everything on Tai but I can't help it. I feel so alone, sure I have Gabumon, T.K., and everyone else but damn it I need someone to love and hold. I really think that person is Sora.
"Hey everyone dinner's ready!" Kari called out. I walk to camp and notice everyone's there except for… yeah the usual Tai and Sora. I wonder where they are…
"Hey, where's Tai and Sora?" Joe asked. I guess I'm not the only one who noticed.
"Probably off somewhere," Mimi mumbled.
"What?" Izzy said. He seems surprised.
"Oh you know there's more going on between those two," Mimi smirked. What?!?! No way!!! Not Sora and Tai…she's meant for me! Damn it Tai! This is just so freaking unfair! When is my turn with Sora??? I need to make a move soon…
"What?!?!" Joe exclaimed. Wonder what's up with him…
"You mean you didn't notice?" Kari asked him.
"Notice what?" Izzy asked.
"Holy crap you guys are so oblivious!!! Can't you tell that Tai likes Sora and Sora likes Tai???" Mimi exclaimed. She does??? No!!! Mimi has to be lying.
"No… I never noticed, well maybe a bit," Joe said.
"Well they need some time to express their feelings for each other and hopefully they're doing that right now," sighed Mimi.
"Matt you've been awfully quiet," T.K. said.
"What? Oh sorry," I said.
"What's wrong?" Mimi asked.
"It's just that-" I began.
"Hey guys sorry we're late!" Tai said. So here they are.
"Where were you?" Joe asked.
"Where were by the lake," Sora said.
"Oh okay anyways dinner's ready!" Mimi said.
I could barely eat during dinner; my eyes didn't leave the sight of Tai and Sora. I saw everything, their awkward glances, their faint blushes and Sora's light giggles. How I envied Tai so much but also despised him with such a hatred that was indescribable.
"Mat you haven't eaten anything," T.K. pointed out.
"I'm not that hungry," I told him. He was so young and innocent; he couldn't understand the stress and pain I went through day in and day out.
"Okay," T.K. chirped. I hope that he won't have to go through the pain I have to go through when he's older.
"I'm stuffed," Tai said and walked off. I saw Sora's eyes on him the whole time. I pained me so to know that my chances with her were very slim but I would not give up.
End of part 1
I hope you people like it so far!!!