Authors Note: ok, hi! this is my first fanfic so pleez don't be harsh! i've got nothing, NOTHING to do so... i just thought i could try this out. for all those who think this poem is lame, i may agree with you... but don't worry, there's gonna be more stories thats better than this. and for all those who thinks it good... well thanks! i appreciate that.

so this poem kind of reminded me of flay... you... flay as in flay allster in gundam seed. she can be a bit flirt... ok a BIG flirt but... just read it anyway, i don't really know if you'll understand it... i'm just not in the mood...

Confusion Within Me

blinded by fear,

confused in every way.

questions in my head,

answers everyday.

i don't really know,

if this answers are right,

stuck in a maze,

struggling day and night.

deceiving minds

telling lies

not knowing the risk

costs the prize,

like an innocent dove

to a horrible crow

that's what i've been

to all those people i loved

tears and sorrow

it all came along

a beautiful disaster

gave me chance to stay along

never got the chance

to see things through

lightened up by love

at the end i finally do.

the ones i try find,

was with me all along,

love, care and protection,

that's when i had it all.

but that doesn't mean

i don't have it now

somehow i still know

that someone loves me now

feeling safe and comfortable

taking it all step by step

from now on i know

i just have to be my self

ok, please reviews! i really wanna know what you think... please! bad or good... just... not too bad... ok? thanks