1. Having Logan in my Arms

Felt amazing

Snuggling with him

In my bed

Was something I'd never trade

Not even for fame and fortune

I loved this and I always will

2. When We Woke In the Morning

Logan kissed me softly

And said good morning

We both got up and got dressed

And headed over with Kendal and James

To the Gustavo's to record

And make sweet music

3. After Recording

Me and the guys headed back

To the Palm Woods

To relax and have fun

It was perfect right now

I'd go back and be with my

Boyfriend Logan, my brother Josh

And all my great friends

Things were a little rocky

Since my ordeal with my many mistakes

But things were getting better and better

With each day

4. At the Pool

I sat a chair next to Josh

Who was reading a book

The guys were swimming

But I didn't feel like it

I just felt like being

With my favorite little brother

My only little brother

And only by adoption

He got hurt the most

By my mistakes

And I needed to make it

Up to him somehow

5. "Hey Carlos

You know that you

Don't need to be

Around me all the time

I know you messed off

But that doesn't mean

You have to not hang out

With the guys just cause I

Don't want to"

"No Josh I want to be with you

And hang with you, because I

Almost lost you and cause

You know I hate getting wet

Josh laughed

"Yeah that's right"