This is SilhouettedStarlight21's drabble contest. This is based on Twilight and Because Of Jacob Black, I do not own the characters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I staggered to the kitchen

Wine - an escape, a ladder, a slide, a dive

The only thing that could ever numb the pain, and sometimes it could bring pain

Jacob hated it so i loved it, I hated jacob for this mess so he loved me, the pain would bring me back to that bottle

And so it would start again

I stumbled into his arms every time. Damn! Why did it hurt so bad. I needed comfort – cassie!

I needed to stop for her, She needed me and I needed her

I set down the bottle