Why Did This Have To Happen?

Disclaimer:  If Harry Potter was mine, 1) I wouldn't be writing this, 2) Ron and Hermione would have gotten together in the 5th book, and Harry would have kissed Ginny, not Cho. Therefore, it is not mine. The song isn't mine either, it's My Immortal by Evanescence.

A/N: r/r my friends said it was good so I'm going to post it. WARNING: IF YOU WERE PLANING ON READING FLUFF WHEN YOU CLICKED ON IT, YOU WERE MISTAKEN. (I cried when I wrote it) BTW, the girl is Ginny, if it isn't clear

**I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone**

Why did this have to happened to you, to me, to us?  Why couldn't you come back like all the others?  Why did you have to leave me?  Why did you have to die?!


**These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me**

I sit here 5 years to this date of when you died.  Even though you died for a good cause, I can't help but want you with me.  I was never good at sharing.  I remember when your scar burned before you left, that was when he killed Dumbledore.  You screamed and cried, like there was no tomorrow, and for you there wasn't.  I was the one there to comfort you, and how do you repay me? By DIEING! Why did you have to leave me alone!  

**You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face still haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me**

I still hear the last conversation we had, before you went off.

"Harry! Let me come to!"

"I can't, If something happened to you, I would never forgive myself, and I wouldn't be able to live." At this point you started to get tears in your eyes.

The same goes for me, If anything ever happened to you, I-I'd kill myself" I looked down at the floor and burst into tears. 

You pulled me close.  It felt so right in your arms. "Don't kill yourself.  promise me, That if I do d-die, that you won't morn over me, that you'll try as hard as you can to be happy again."

"I d-don't think I c-can do that"

"J-just promise me that you'll t-try

"O-okay, I'll t-try."

"Thank you" you said then pulled me into a passionate kiss.  After we broke apart the last thing you ever said to me was "I love you, don't ever forget that" Then you walked away before I had time to respond.


**These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase**

Now I sit here, living off the memory of you.  I know I'd said I'd try to be happy again, but I can't.  You were my life, my heart, my sole.  Without you I am nothing but an empty body waiting to die.

**When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along**

Now, tonight, 5 years later, I will put myself out of my misery. Without you, I am nothing.

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