The Cross

You've hurt me. You've hurt me so bad. So bad that the very thought of your name brings me to tears. Why do you think I haven't left the floor where you left me?

I can't bear to say your stupid name. Why am I lacing your name in my sobs then? Why can I not stop thinking about you?

You don't deserve to be thought about. You don't deserve anything. Why can I not stop thinking about all the stuff we did together then? Why can I not stop going over you last words to me in my head?

"I'm sorry but there's someone else."

Were you cheating on me? Is she as pretty as you said I was? Does she satisfy you as much as I do... did? Does she love you as much as I fucking do?!

Stupid thing is though; if you walked through that door right now, I would forgive you. I would let you right back into my world. After all, I wasn't the one who took you out of it.

AN: yeah, this is slightly rubbish, but oh well. Also, Happy Birthday to Nicole! R&R