Broken Wish

Akihiko looked at the bright and vibrant sky, glowing with the hallowed bliss of the almighty Sun. The summer dawn was comparatively cooler and the streets were still free from the buzzing haste of the citizens as morning was yet to come. The birds chirped delighting the early day with their melodious songs, the trees rustled with the mute rhythm of the soothing breeze. The silence and the heavenly beauty of the city could make any atheist believe that the world was at complete peace under the generous will of God.

But yet Akihiko's eyes were gloomy and dull, his violet depths had lost its gleaming glow and were replaced with a commiserating and depressed bluish-black. It wouldn't require a genius to comprehend the stabbing pain that he was feeling in his heart as his thoughts pondered about the most precious possession of his life, his love, Misaki Takahashi.

The boy who had grown up into a responsible and strong man.

Misaki was already twenty one, though he was till shorter than Akihiko, but he had grown taller and sturdy. His voice had deepened such that every time Misaki moaned under his touch, the voice reverberated and resonated indicating it would take more to sate him and his body. Misaki had developed and he no longer was hesitant to state his firm wills; he was no longer shy to kiss Akihiko with the same urgency and he no longer listened to everything that Akihiko said and demanded from him just for his convenience or desire.

Misaki had become beautiful and handsome which was encouraging too much unnecessary advancement towards himwith hidden motives, Misaki had become too alluring to Akihiko's annoyance and Misaki's amusement and pride.

Akihiko glanced at the bed when Misaki slightly moved in his deep slumber. Misaki's brown bangs stuck to his forehead and the rest were spread haphazardly on the pillow underneath. The blanket was pooled around Misaki's hips covering Misaki's nether regions and exposing from his knees onwards. Misaki's well-built and muscular chest was slightly moving with his slow breathing and Akihiko couldn't help but swear again to have the man all to himself when he saw the rosy hickeys on Misaki broad shoulders. Akihiko's cock twitched when Misaki again moved, making his hand fixed on his bare abdomen, close to his pink and perked nipples and exposing more of his milky white thighs leaving a little for Akihiko's imagination.

Akihiko proceeded towards the bed with a wish that he would steal a kiss from Misaki and then start with his novel. He pressed his palm lightly on Misaki's cheek and looked dreamily at the well-built and brawny body; his hand touched Misaki's lips and trailed down till the depressed navel, on its own accord. Before Akihiko could stop his heart from beating so hard and fast that compelled his eyes to close them, he found him kissing Misaki's slightly parted lips. Akihiko felt a wave of relief wash over him when he found Misaki's taste to be the same, sweet and intoxicating. Delving his tongue, his tasted Misaki's mouth till he felt that Misaki was awake.

Akihiko looked at the fluttering eyelids revealing the jaded orbs like a slow curtain opening for a long awaited play. Misaki blinked a few times and gulped twice to come to his senses completely. He smiled when he saw Akihiko guarding the radiance pouring from the open window.

'Good Morning Misaki.'

Akihiko greeted hiding his storming emotions swelling in his heart.

'Good Morning Usa…. Usagi-san.'

Misaki said stretching his arms and legs to remove the fatigue welled up in his muscles and joints. Akihiko was dazed when Misaki's bed-exercise made the blanket completely abandon his nude body. Misaki yawned like a cute cub and started to get up.

Akihiko caught Misaki's wrists and pinned them on the bed and leaned down to kiss Misaki passionately. Without any resistance, Misaki kissed the man back fervently, grinning inwardly at his success in seduction.

Akihiko already forgot about the task of completing his novel and surrendered to his burning desire to make love to his willing lover.

An annoying loud tune rung from the clock, kept on the table and Misaki tore his lips away from Akihiko's hungry kiss. Shutting the alarming device, he took some time to calm his drumming heart and erratic breathing. Akihiko tightened his grip on Misaki's wrist and leaned down again to claim Misaki's lips in a deep kiss, still emerged in a thirsty daze of tasting and loving Misaki. But his wish was not granted when Misaki forbidden him to proceed further by looking away from Akihiko's advancing lips. Akihiko felt that stab of insecurity again when Misaki said without looking at him.

'Usagi-san I am getting late, not now later.'

Akihiko loosened his grip and searched for some soft emotions in Misaki's stern face and getting none he sat up, giving Misaki all the liberty to get up and do as he wished. From the many previous experiences he knew, if he would had continued, then either there would had been a logical argument and Misaki walking out of the door angry and annoyed or a physical fight where Misaki would had defeated him with complete rejection of his arousal hurting Akihiko more.

It was a wonder to see Misaki was already able to control his libido just as he wished and sometimes Akihiko thought if the younger man was finding their active sex-life monotonous and boring.

Misaki got down from their bed and putting on his pajama, he looked at the silent and morbid man sitting on his knees on the bed alone. Something painful throbbed in his heart, a suffocating emptiness took over his sole and before walking out he dismissed the confusing thought of mumbling an apology to Akihiko as he didn't hear the older man say anything or make any attempt to stop him…

Misaki had already cultivated the art of not showing his tears, even to the person whom he loved the most

-

Misaki watched Akihiko and Aikawa talking very seriously about the recent novel. He had already finished cooking their breakfast and was hoping to tell Akihiko about his new job, that was offered to him, during the meal, but that seemed quite impossible as Akihiko hadn't spoke a word to him after he had left the bedroom. Misaki didn't want to disturb the man as he knew he was a procrastinator, so he could discuss his poor and cheap professional life with the busy author later. Misaki wanted to help the man and would wait and watch over him, till his work was finished. Misaki's phone suddenly rang and he picked it up seeing Sumi's number on the screen. Misaki didn't notice when Akihiko ceased his conversation and looked at him with irritation and jealousy in the lavender eyes.

'Misaki, are you free now?'

Sumi asked Misaki on the phone casually.

'ah I was just going to have my breakfast and head for the university.'

'Ok then, why don't meet me at the restaurant near the university, we can eat together and talk about the job I offered you.'

Misaki was puzzled and thought for a moment to convey his decision. He considered eating alone was better than eating with a friend and talk about his job.

'Ok Sempai, I will come soon.'

Sumi was glad as Misaki could hear the man's voice smiling on the phone.

'Misaki actually, we will also have a guest, he is the man who will be offering you the job, he is a very busy man but he wanted to meet you too.'

Misaki face lit up and all his hesitations vanished.

'Its ok Sempai, I am coming now, bye.'

Misaki closed his phone and took his bag and other necessary things for his classes. Akihiko glared at him when he found Misaki leaving without having the breakfast.

'Misaki, you didn't have your breakfast.'

'Its ok Usagi-san, I will have it with Sempai at the restaurant and then go to the university.'

Akihiko got angry hearing Misaki's plan and got up to stop Misaki putting on his shoes.

'What do you mean? We eat breakfast together everyday.'

'You can eat it alone for one day, I have prepared everything so all you have to do is just eat it.'

Akihiko got agitated and gripped Misaki arms harshly when the other was about to open the door and go out.

'You are not going anywhere until we finish our breakfast.'

Misaki snatched his arm away from Akihiko's grasp and screamed out.

'I have to go and that's it, don't waste your energy stopping me.'

Stepping out Misaki banged the door on Akihiko's face and almost ran towards the road. Akihiko stood baffled and hurt, anger coursed through his veins, gathering in his head and pounding with every heartbeat. He hit the wall with his hand with a loud smash scaring Aikawa. Lowering his head down, he wished Misaki to come back and apologize for his rude behavior, he wished for the piercing pain cutting his heat into pieces to go away before tears rolled down his cheeks. But none of them came true. Aikawa knew that the novel was to be done by tomorrow but yet she didn't have the heart to continue their discussion. Akihiko took some time to calm his fury and then turned around to see Aikawa sitting silent and unsure.

'The novel will be finished by tomorrow, come and take it then.'

Akihiko spoke with a blank expression on his face. Aikawa didn't say much and nodded obediently. She wished everything to get back to normal and left the room.

-

'Good morning Misaki.'

Sumi waved at Misaki as he entered the restaurant.

'Good Morning Sempai.'

'Is something wrong Misaki?'

'No Sempai, why do you ask that?'

'You look pale and a little low, like you are feeling guilty of something.'

'Huh? No not at all, its just the summer I guess.'

Misaki smiled and Sumi left the topic unfinished when he saw a young man clad in black shirt and blue jeans entering the restaurant. The man was almost the same height as Akihiko and had blonde hair and blue droopy eyes.

'Misaki let me introduce you to my friend Kazuhiko.'

Misaki looked at the man whose looks and attitude could had well suited for a famous model.

Kazuhiko smiled at them more like a friend than a stranger.

'Hello, I am Takahashi Misaki and-'

'Yeah Sumi-kun had already informed me about all your details, and I will be glad to have your help in my studio where I do photography and recently my customers have increased so much that its becoming hard to handle everything by myself. I have also joined a job of modeling but I really don't want to leave my photography as that's what I want to pursue doing in the future.'

Misaki watched the man talking and was thrilled to meet a model as well as a photographer. He admired Kazuhiko for his firm will and perseverance.

'So Misak- sorry but can I call you that?'

'Sure Kazuhiko-sensei, that's completely fine.'

'Good and please don't call me with so much respect and decency, call me Kazu or only Kazuhiko.'

'Umm ok, Kazu-san will do?'

Kazuhiko smiled when Misaki pondered and uttered his name hesitantly.

'Of coarse Misaki-chan as long as you feel comfortable and I find it cute.'

They both smiled and Sumi felt like he was being neglected in their happy talk.

'So when do I have to come and what do I have to do, Kazu-san?'

'Oh the work is easy, you just have to decorate the set during shooting as I direct you to and help me modify the photos and assist me when I am preparing the customers, its very simple and easy and I will help you initially.'

Misaki was glad to have such a kind and generous man as his boss and so he spoke quite candidly.

'Ok and when do I-'

'Now that I can't tell you as I can call you any time when I will be needing you and I will obviously inform you beforehand, but you wont have to come everyday and if you have any problem I will consider it but I will like it if you be regular.'

Misaki nodded enthusiastically and replied.

'Sure I will do my best.'

Kazuhiko smiled and looked at his watch, getting up from his seat.

'Ok then, I will call you later, your job will start from next week.'

'But my number-'

'It's ok I will take it from Sumi-kun, I have to go now, see you Sumi-kun and Misaki-chan.'

Kazuhiko left them and Misaki was happy to find a job, the thought of Akihiko crossed his mind but he consoled his heart telling that everything would be fine.

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Who wants the next chapter? Did you like it, I dont know if Misaki sounded OOC but I think Misaki is growing up so its ok. Tell me what you think.