I swear I will update Raven, but I was reading a fanfic and had a brilliant idea, even though it has nothing to do with the fanfic. But anyways, Bells and Edward are going camping in Eclipse(no Victoria or Volturi involved in this fanfic) and Bella changes her mind about "doing the deed" when he is finally ready. People may not like it, I will be surprised if anybody does, but nobody has done this, and I think it will end up being really good. It will get better as it progresses.
Disclaimer: Why don't you think about that and tell me later.
We were in one of the many forests of Forks camping when I finally decided.
"Edward, I don't think I want to do this."
We had come out here to have our privacy while we had sex for the first time. He had agreed, and had been thrilled at the idea. He was finally ready. Now I was going to take that away from him.
I couldn't help it. I just didn't feel like I was ready. He had agreed that we would try before our wedding, because he was going to change me afterwards. I had just now decided that I could wait until after I was changed, because we might enjoy it more if he didn't have to be careful.
"Do what? Be changed?"
He only had on his boxers and I only had on a bra and panties.
"No. I'm not sure if I want to do this."
"What, have sex?"
I looked down. "Well…yeah."
He looked angrily at me. "Why the hell not? I'm finally ready after you have been pestering me about this for months? And now you back out? Oh no. I'm getting what I came here for."
"Edward—
"No Bella, be quiet and do what I say."
I struggled against his suddenly uncomfortable form. "Edward, let me go."
He grabbed my wrists and squeezed them together to hold them in one hand, possibly spraining them. He used his other hand to slap me across the face. "Shut up! Do you know how long I have been waiting for this? How long I have not only wanted this for us, but for me? My brothers are right, I am sexually repressed, and I am going to fulfill my need tonight. With you. Whether you like it or not."
He ripped, yes ripped, my bra off, hurting me in the process. I could feel the blood running down my spine where the hooks had caught.
I screamed.
"Nobody can hear you, even my family. They're in Alaska right now, hunting. You're all alone. Nobody can help you Bella."
I started bawling and screaming.
He slapped me again, harder. I could feel it bruising already. "You may not want this, but I do, and I will take pleasure in doing so. Without screaming. You see, screaming doesn't make it very pleasurable."
I stopped screaming, afraid of what he would do. I silently bawled while he tore off my panties and pulled off his boxers.
I could feel his erection on my thigh. I started silently crying harder. How could he do this to me? I thought I knew him. I apparently didn't.
I could feel it come closer to my opening. This is it. I was going to lose my virginity. Definitely not as I would have planned. I let out a small laugh. I was being raped. I started laughing while tears poured down my cheeks. I was being raped. By my used to be true love.
He mistook my delirium as a final decision to enjoy what he was going to do.
"That's a girl. Enjoy it."
He plunged himself into me and I screamed. Once again he mistook my actions for pleasure.
"I told you it would be pleasurable."
He moved in rhythm against me, fully enjoying it.
What I did astounded me. I joined him. Why oh why did having sex have to be so pleasurable that you perform it against your will?
Our bodies moved together, mine against my will. I meant to scream in despair, but it came out as a scream of enjoyment. My body was betraying me.
I groaned as I felt an orgasm rip through me, causing Edward to ejaculate inside of me. I felt a high and dove into the sex like I was enjoying it.
I felt like I was possessed. He started moving faster and harder. One orgasm came after another until he reached his vampire speed and strength. He was enjoying it to much.
Each time I felt him slide in harder, I felt my pelvis weakening, and then breaking.
He slapped my face hard enough to knock me out.
The last thing I felt was my back splitting open and bleeding where he had started beating me in result of that last scream.
The last thing I heard was the tortured cries of the rest of Edward's family screaming in agony as they probably saw my crumpled body and Edward's had repeatedly plunging into me, further breaking my pelvis.
He didn't even notice them because all of his focus was on me. My dwindling life slipping as he tried to fuck the life out of me. Literally.
Oh my god. My hands didn't stop moving until that last word. I really do love Edward, but I thought that this and the upcoming events would be a great fanfiction. Anyways, I may or may not have the next chapter of Raven up later this week, though I am already working on the next chapter of Game Night: Kareoke. Please review and tell me if you like it or not. Keep in mind though, that it will get better.