Disclaimer: I don't own this song, I don't own these characters, I just pulled this idea out of my demented little head, hehe...

Notes: ....... I love you Heero! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kill you. Weep! / ^o^, \ This is my first fic posted on Fanfiction.net, and I would love feedback! Not my greatest, but one of my first Gundam Wing fanfics... =)

Pairings: 1x3, 1+5+3

Warnings: Death, slight sap, strange empty feeling (Well at least for me anyways. ^_^;) Slight implied yaoi, but not really there... ^_^

Meaning of Being Lonely

~Wufei's Little L-Chan

// Show me the meaning of being lonely. //

Trowa, Wufei, Quatre and Wufei sit silent and pale, staring at the body. Heero. The Japanese boy managed to self-destruct correctly, and now the boys hold back tears as the priest drowns on....

// So many words for the broken heart. //

Trowa forces himself to ignore the dull pain burning in his chest.

// It's hard to see in a crimson love. //

With his eyes shut tight, Trowa misses the single tear that travels down Chang Wufei's cheek.

// So hard to breathe, walk with me and maybe. //

The little blonde pilot of Sandrock let's out a sob, and begins to cry.

// Night to light so soon become. //

The early morning rays shine upon the heart broken teens, trying to warm up the cold little boys.

// Wild and free, I can feel the sun. //

Without a word, the Heavyarms pilot leaves, wanting to ignore and avoid Wufei; who was trying hard to support the green-eyed youth.

// Your every wish will be done they tell me.

show me the meaning of being lonely.

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

tell me why I can't be there where you are

there's something missing in my heart. //

With his hands stuffed in his pockets, Wufei goes out in search of Trowa.

// Life goes on, as it never ends. //

A woman caring for her baby brushes past the little Dragon.

// Eyes of stone, observe the treads.//

A group of boy's stare at Wufei as he moves past them.

// They never say forever gaze if only,

Guilty rose, through an endless love. //

Wufei's thoughts go to the banged boy that was so dear to Heero.

// There's no control, are you with me now?

Your every wish will be done they tell me.

Show me the meaning of being lonely.

Is this the feeling I need to walk with.

Tell my why I can't be there where you are

there's something missing in my heart. //

The raven-haired boy lets the sore, tense muscles of his body relax. There was no point in fighting his feelings for Trowa and Heero.

// There's no where to run,

I have no place to go.

Surrender my heart, body, and soul

how could it be you asking me to feel the things you never show. //

The onyx-eyed pilot stared at the dock, noticing the tall figure dressed in a trench coat. Trowa stares out at the ocean, oblivious of Wufei.

// You are missing in my heart. //

Rain began to fall, as if crying for the G- boy's loss.

// Tell my why can't I be there where you are. //

Wufei slowly approaches Trowa.

// Show me the meaning of being lonely.

Is this the feeling I need to walk with.

Tell me why, I can't be there where you are. //

Wufei puts his arms around Trowa, offering what little comfort he could.

// There's something missing in my heart. //

~end

Review me please~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Lil' L-Chan =)