Who's journal
I don't get it, I just don't
Why whats the point why did you go after her
She didn't love you Jake…..
Not as much as I did…not as much as I do….
But I guess this is my fault though
I only have myself to blame
I didn't tell you the truth when u asked me if I loved you
I was a coward and I should have said yes
But instead I played it as a joke
I know imprinting is no laughing matter
I can see that now
As you lay there in that grave 6 feet underground
I should have told you
Maybe if I did then maybe then this future may have never happened
We could have been happy
But……I guess its too late to tell u that
But its been a year now embry has been really good to me but he's not….you
He doesn't have that smile…or the smarts…or the funny jokes…
I love him…I do but its just all and all he's not you
So here I am on our bathroom floor blood oozing out of my wrists
My final thought is 'wait for me Jake…just wait Seth is coming'
Hello ppl this is my very first fan fiction ever!! Yay me
Well I like being review and critizied so yes I accept flames with open arms
Thank you and if I get enough reviews I might actually make a story =)
YAY THREATS!!! BTW I LOVE JACOB BLACK!!!! Also for people who are wondering.. I am a guy and gay so…….yea