I twiddled my thumbs, trying to look down as much as possible to hide my blush. "So Senpai, is this a date?"
I asked as my blush deepened to a deep shade of scarlet. I risked looking up under my lashes to see the gorgeous blonde man that walked beside me.
His sapphire blue eyes met mine for a moment, and he laughed. "My dear Haruhi, Daddy just wanted to buy his lovely little girl a cup of commoner's coffee." he said as he smiled at me.
I sighed, whether I was relieved or disappointed I'm not sure. "Okay Senpai, I just wanted to be sure." I said trying not to sound disappointed but apparently it didn't work.
"Haruhi, are you alright, do you not like your coffee? Daddy will buy you a new one." He started to turn around heading back to the coffee shop.
"No Senpai wait!" Without thinking, I grabbed his arm and did something I have waited 2 years to do.
I kissed him.
I kissed him, and as I pulled away, I realized what I had just done and I ran away. His lips were so soft, and there was still a taste of his peppermint coffee.
The kiss was everything I had dreamed, so why was I running away. I spent so much time worrying about how he would react, I can't believe I did it.
Finally I did it, but what am I going to do, what if he doesn't like me? O why did I do it?
It wasn't until I reached the doors to my apartment that I stopped thinking like that. I realized if he liked me he would've acted on it by now.
I leaned against the door trying to stay up. I slowly slid down in despair as the tears came. I spent 2 years dreaming of the day I would finally get to kiss Tamaki and that's how I do it.
The little make-up I had on was smudging making me look horrible. The first kiss I have with Tamaki senpai and I can't stop crying.
I sat there crying for what seemed like hours. I hadn't even noticed that it was raining. I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I remember is waking up in my apartment in my bed.
I heard a clanking from the kitchen, and froze. I got up from the bed and walked out of my room silently. Peering around the corner, I found Tamaki-senpai making tea.
A small gasp escaped my lips. He must have heard it because Tamaki turned around before I could hide.
"Oh Hi Haruhi. I came to make sure that you were okay. After you left, it started raining and I wanted to make sure you got home safe. When I found you, you were asleep outside so I brought you in and made some tea."
I didn't respond right away, but my blush deepened. I had left so quickly, I didn't get to see his response. "You didn't have to do that senpai."
I blushed deeper if that was possible and caught his eyes. There was passion behind those eyes that made me wonder what he was thinking.
"About earlier Senpai, I'm sorr…" I was interrupted by a pair of sweet peppermint tasting soft lips meeting mine.
I soon lost all my thoughts as I gave into the will of those lips. For a few moments we stayed like this. His lips against mine.
My back was pressed against the wall, his arms around my waste. He broke the kiss lifting his head to kiss me on the forehead.
"You have nothing to apologize about. I should have done that so long ago. I meant to ask you this but could never find the words. Haruhi, you are the most amazing person I have ever met. Your beauty outshines the sun and you are like a blossoming rose. Your beauty grows more and more as every day passes. Will you be my girlfriend?"
I stared into his shining blue orbs and saw love reflected back. "Tamaki, I..."
Tamaki's POV:
I waited to hear her answer. This girl with soft chocolate brown eyes took my very breathe away in anticipation of her answer.
A breeze blew in from an open window tussling her silky brown hair and causing her to shiver.
"Tamaki, I… would love to be your girlfriend but there's a bit of a problem."
I was so overjoyed to hear her say yes that I almost didn't catch the last part. "Problem? What kind of a problem? There is nothing I wouldn't do to be able to have you Haruhi."
I looked into her eyes; I could see the pain floating around her normally bright and happy eyes. She looked like she was trying to find the best way to tell me.
"Tamaki," she sighed before continuing, " I went to the doctor last week and got some tests done since I've been feeling sick, and well I don't know what's wrong. My doctor said he'd call as soon as he found out my condition. He says I should stay away from things that could stress me out just to be safe."
She looked to me for a response, but I stared at her stunned. How could she not tell me? What could be wrong?
I tried my best to respond, but my thoughts and mind were clouded. All I could say was her name, but I said it with a voice so filled with hurt and confusion.
I put my hand on her shoulder and pulled her into a tight hug. "I don't care what your doctor says. Now more than ever you need someone who can be there for you. No matter what, I will stay by your side."
She looked at me with eyes filled with joy as the telephone rang.I walked over to the counter and picked up the telephone.
"Hello, Fujioka residence. Who may I ask is calling?"
A gruff older voice answered, "This is Doctor Carter calling. May I speak to Miss Fujioka?"
I almost dropped the phone as Haruhi asked who it was. I handed her the phone and told her who was calling. She picked it up and started talking, "Yes, Doctor. Have you found anything out?".
She paused a moment to listen to the response from the other side. Suddenly, her face went pale and she dropped the phone.
Her skin looked almost translucent as the blood drained from her face. I asked her what's wrong but she just sat there. I picked up the phone trying to get an answer, but all I heard was a dial tone.
I hung up the phone then went over to where she was. I hugged her tight and asked her again what was wrong. She leaned into me and started crying. In between broken cries I could make out only one word.
Cancer.
Okay so I'm editing all of them. REVIEW. Please.